nca & dinta

2012-02-10T04:23:00.000-08:00

Allah sangat baik sama saya

2012-02-03T05:12:00.001-08:00

ya allah yang maha mengetahui yang terbaik untuk hambanya, tunjukanlah saya jalan yang terbaik. amin

2012

2011-12-31T23:19:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!

yea, this is my first post in 2012 on first january 2012!

well, how was ur NYE guys? i had so much fun tonight, kemarin dari sore sampe sekitar jam 11 malam gue karoke, karoke gila, terus habis itu kita keliling cari tempat dimana bisa ngeliat kembang api paling bagus, terus pas jam 00.00 pas langit jadi indah banget, fireworks were literally on my head keren banget! hmm, about this year resolutions, i'd rather tell and warn it to my self than telling people what i wanna do in this year, yeah, thats bcause when i tell people or i write in this blog, i tell, i publish it more than i do, so, i'd rather tell it to my self, and let my self glue my word to my subconscious-willing-lists and try to do it as well as i can. doain aja yang terbaik untuk gue dan semuanya hehehe. i hope i get better life, more happiness, luckier, health, will be smarter in every way, and get better love life HAHA. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

formspring.me

2011-12-29T23:58:00.001-08:00

ayo tanya aku sekarang! http://www.formspring.me/deentha

Ballads Of The Cliche - Old Friend

2011-12-28T08:07:00.000-08:00

Old Friend

I’m searching for myself

And trying to be strong

Under the dark of night

I’m sitting here alone

And no one could see me

Cause I don’t want to be seen

And the loneliness has come

As an old friend

Oh my beloved friend

Don’t you ever come again

You make me feel so blue

And I don’t know what to do

Like drizzle before the rain

Fell in the right time

The time keeps holding me

I just want to go home right now

I get up with strength

But it seems never enough

I’m trying so hard

Maybe I forgot about the heart

2011-12-27T21:48:00.000-08:00

Selamat hari ibu, mama!

2011-12-22T08:15:00.000-08:00

selamat hari ibu mama!

Mama, nama kesayangan buat wanita yang paliiing gue sayang di dunia ini.

Mama itu menurut gua apa yah? Mama itu kesayangan, mama itu inspirasi, mama itu penenang jiwa, Mama itu motivator, Mama itu perempuan yang sangat sangat hebat, Mama itu gue banget.

Mama itu segala galanya deh pokoknya. Tanpa mama gue gabakal bisa hidup di dunia ini, seriously.

Mama yang menjadi penguat gue saat gue sedih, Mama tempat gue bertanya apa yang harus gue lakukan, Mama tempat berbagi, Mama temen yang paling baik, Mama yang beliin gue baju, Mama yang gue tanya saat meminta pertimbangan. Mama yang sangat amat narsis banget, dan addictive to social network.

Mama yang jadi temen puasa bareng kalo senin kamis atau hari sunnah puasa lainnya. Mama yang barengan puasa sama gue, (karena ade sama bokap gue suka males kalo diajak puasa sunnah hahaha), Mama yang setiap hari manggil gue untuk makan, kalo ga dipanggil Mama mungkin gue gaturun buat makan kali. Bukan karena ga laper, cuman rasanya ngga 'klik' aja gitu kalo sebelum makan gadipanggil mama.

Mama yang sering sejalan sama gue,punya jalan fikiran yang sama kayak gue, punya sifat yang sama kayak gue, Mama yang kalo ngehadepin suatu masalah, hampir sama kayak cara gue ngehadepin masalah itu.

Mama yang sifat sifatnya banyak nurun ke gue, dari cara dia menghadapi masalah, memandang dunia, yaah boleh diilang sifat gue yang sekarang 50 persen dari nyokap gue, 30 persen dari bokap gue dan 20 persen dari saringan keduanya

Dari sifat suka jalan jalan,menghadapi masalah, jalan fikiran yang sama, lucu lucuan, dan masih banyak lagi, kita punya sifat yang sama. jadi sampe kalo misalkan kita lagi berantem nih karena kita punya sifat yang sama suka gamau ngalah satu sama lain. hahaha. tapi akhir2nya juga baikan lagi.

kalo secara fisik, mama gue tuh waktu muda cantik banget (menurut gue) badannya tinggi kayak model, putih bersih, cuman rambutnya aja gitu hahahaha. sampe gue sd apa smp gitu, badannya masih bagus banget, cuman semenjak gue smp kelas berapa yah dia udah bodo amat sama berat badan jadi gendut deh sekarang hahaha. ga gendut gendut gitusi, cuman gendut standar nya ibu ibu gitulaah

Dari mama juga gue banyak belajar kehidupan ini, mama yang suka nasehatin gue, terus bilang kalo kehidupan itu bla bla bla. mama yang ke dapur aja minta temenin hahaha. mama yang suka parnoan sendiri terus lebay abisss sumpah. asli deh, lebay nya lebih lebay daripada gue.

terakhir, selamat hari ibu mama,

kita semua sayang sama mama.

terimakasih ya allah aku dilahirkan dikeluarga ini, yang hangat, dan menentramkan jiwa.

Glow - frau

2011-12-18T04:21:00.000-08:00

Hold me, you shall never ever see me
Blankets will not hesitate me
Flowers shant even wake

Kiss me, 'tis the last time you may see me
'Tis the last time light shall harm me
I shall cry myself to death

Funny, how you never showed your love to me
Lovely, oh the lights I can see
It's gleaming in my eyes like when you

Burned me, tear my skin off and leave me
'Tis the last time you may hold me
'Tis the last time I shall say good bye

to listen to the song :

http://yesnowave.com/yesno042/

Quelqu’un M’a Dit - carla bruni

2011-11-30T01:23:00.001-08:00

On me dit que nos vies ne valent pas grand-chose

Elles passent en un instant comme fanent les roses

On me dit que le temps qui glisse est un salaud

Que de nos chagrins il s'en fait des manteaux

Pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit...

(refrain)

Que tu m'aimais encore

C'est quelqu'un qui m'a dit que tu m'aimais encore

Serait-ce possible alors ?

On me dit que le destin se moque bien de nous

Qu'il ne nous donne rien et qu'il nous promet tout

Paraît que le bonheur est à portée de main

Alors on tend la main et on se retrouve fou

Pourtant quelqu'un m'a dit...

(refrain)

Mais qui est-ce qui m'a dit que toujours tu m'aimais ?

Je ne me souviens plus, c'était tard dans la nuit

J'entends encore la voix, mais je ne vois plus les traits

"Il vous aime, c'est secret, lui dites pas que je vous l'ai dit"

Tu vois, quelqu'un m'a dit...

Que tu m'aimais encore, me l'a-t-on vraiment dit...

Que tu m'aimais encore, serait-ce possible alors ?

:(

2011-10-23T07:25:00.000-07:00

I'm not good at making decisions. Sometimes I just.. I just talk to my self, what the hell I am?! WHAT DID I DO? HOW IT CAN BE LIKE THAT. HOW STUPID I WAS. DO I HAVE A BRAIN? Why I always making wrong decisions? Not always, but recently. Sometimes what I decided, my decisions were not always equal with my heart. Sometimes I made X decision but my heart said 'cmon dinta, its Z. Its Z' but STUPID-LY, I DIDN'T follow what's been said by my heart. And it has happened SO MANY TIMES. And I regret it :""(. I should learn more ;"""(. I should be contiguous with my heart. I have to hear my heart first. I am in regret.
And dear my lovely parents :""), I know it. I just knew it. I know something you think I don't know. I kneww it. I just knew it. How much I love both of you, you know I love you so much, and I'm so sorry for my self. I'm just a mess. I love both of you, so much. I don't know what to say but SORRY, SORRY, SORRY. I'm sucha trashy things.
You see me as a pearl, but actually I'm not more than just a dumbbell :""(.
I love you both so much much much. Sorry for all the things :"(.
I just realized how much you love me :""( its more than just touching feelings. I don't know what to say but.. I love you both. Both. You are the most meaningful,precious personin my life :* :* :* :* I love you ::"""((((( :*

WE DARE YOU.

2011-10-07T20:06:00.000-07:00

THIS OCTOBER-NOVEMBER,2011

DARE TO TRY?

2011-09-09T07:58:00.000-07:00

"..untung ada tuhan. Untung saya percaya dan yakin ada Allah SWT. Untung saya mampu memanjatkan doa dengan bahasa getaran nurani penuh dengan keyakinan akan didengar oleh Allah SWT. Untung ada agama. Untung saya dan ainun sangat religius. Kalau tidak mungkin susah kami atasi ini semua.." -BACHARUDDIN JUSUF HABIBIE

amazing

2011-08-02T02:36:00.000-07:00

Its amazing how at one point in our lives we will be extremely close with someone and then later, they will become a complete stranger. You will pass by them withouth a word. Without a single acknowledging look. This person, who once knew you so well, who once knew your fears, your desires, your dreams, your past, is now walking right past you, seeing right through you.

It was the bestlove story i have ever through, actually. It was the first time, the first love story, the most intriguing, the sweetest, the longest, the first happiest love story ever. But, when the trust is broken, the faith is lost, there is no appreciation and all the mess things come in, thrashy temptation things come and ONE of us tempted, as if there were no memories between us, as if we just met a second and then it would be easy to forget so many things between us, As if we hadn’t promised before, as if i am the one who had to be faithful, as if i would be okay if i was hurted like this.

I still couldnt believe that this thrashy thing could happen to me, since I always tried to do my best, to be faithful, to appreciate every single thing, to make good memories, but it was a futile thingy when i was the one who trying.

And the day, when i started to be curious, i try to endure my ‘curiousness’, i wont let my ‘negative-curious-ness’ take control mind of mine, and then those facts came.. i still trying to not to, and the day, i couldnt stand with those shits. I asked to end that up. And he easily agreed with the decision i made, it was different from the decision i made so many times before. That day, he easily agreed and easily let me go.

And a day after the day i ended it up, in the morning, A friend of mine told me something. ‘something’ THAT i-should-not-hear before. WHY? It really burned me up and it was actually extremely uber HURT. After all the things we through,i never thought that he could do that to me. DANG! When i heard those words about it, i couldnt stand to be okay. i cried directly and cried and cried.

You know, how its feels like, when you love someone extremely much. You through old good days with him,but the end,seriously, your love torn you apart.

Then, day by day the fact keept flowing. people kept telling about ‘that’ to me. What would you do if you were me? And the worst was, you saw ‘that’ directly by your eyes and it was not just once., so many times, boldly, so many times. What would you do if you were me? How hurt you would be?

If it was just MISSUNDERSTANDING, boldly, MISSUNDERSTANDING, then, why did they do that? yeah, its not my bussiness anymore.

Its not as easy as you thought, until now, you can see, i type this, i still remember every single thing, the pieces of memories, and the feeling still stayed the same, but i wont let my feeling growing stronger like it used to, well, im trying to, even i know its really hard.

Everytime i see him, i remember all the love and the pain, the joy and the tears he brought, all the dreams and memories, all the past we made together and the future we dream we make together. But its only pieces of the past, yeah, life keeps turning. Life keeps turning. Life keeps turning.

Someday, im gonna find someone who truely loves me, someone who when he says he loves me, he really means it. He proves it and he wont let me go easily, he’ll be faithful, he will fight for me, he will be the one for me and i will be the one for him. He will take his place.

MOCCA - you've cheated on me

2011-07-23T00:55:00.000-07:00

I've got one big question for you
Did you need to make me feel blue
If you sneak around on me
so asta la vista baby

So many years we've been together
I cant believe you cheated on me
You said our love will last forever
I cant believe you cheated on me

and remember this boy, I'm the one who walk away from you
and remember this boy, I am the one who say goodbye

So many years we've been together
I cant believe you cheated on me

And just remember this boy, I'm the one who walk away from you
And remember this boy, I am the one who say goodbye

And so you better think twice honey if you wanna roll the dice
You better think twice honey and you gotta be a nice
You better think twice honey if you wanna be a wise
You better think twice honey if you really wanna stay with me

And just remember this boy, I'm the one who walk away from you
And remember this boy, I am the one who say goodbye

So many years we've been together
I cant believe you cheated on me
You said our love will last forever
I cant believe you cheated on me

And just remember this boy, I'm the one who walk away from you
And remember this boy, I am the one who say goodbye

And so you better think twice honey if you wanna roll the dice
You better think twice honey and you gotta be a nice
You better think twice honey if you wanna be a wise
You better think twice honey if you really wanna stay with me

I cant believe you cheated on me

i won't

2011-07-18T02:25:00.000-07:00

I won't give my heart back to you. yes,YOU. i won't give it back.

those photos tell you what i do in holiday

2011-07-01T02:42:00.000-07:00

sekejap mata

2011-06-17T08:53:00.000-07:00

Gak kerasa. kata kata itu yang pertama kali muncul di benak gue pas gue nyadar kalo gue udah kelas 3 SMA sekarang. sumpah, gue aja baru nyadar. Kemarin gue baru bagi rapot kelas 2 semester 2 dan bego nya, gue baru nyadar kalo berarti.. sekarang gue officially anak kelas 3 SMA. SUMPAH. GILA. GILA. GILA. bukan nya norak atau apa (emang norak sih) tapi GILA INI CEPET BANGET MAN. TIME FLIES UBERRR FAST.

jujur dari kecil, dari TK, SD, SMP.. gue selalu ngebayangin dan mikir "anjrit asik banget ya jadi anak SMA.." gue selalu nunggu nunggu waktu gue beranjak jadi anak 'SMA' dan sekarang.. masa masa itu, ga genap 1 tahun lagi.. kurang lebih 1 tahun lagi.. gue bakal ngakhirin masa masa ini :'''(

jujur ini gila banget. SMA cepet banget menurut gue, serasa bener bener 1 detik. gue berasanya gue baru lulus SMP kemarin dan besok, gak lama lagi gue udah harus ngelepas baju putih abu abu gue, anjrit sedih man, gaboong.

Pernah gak sih lo ngerasa tahapan dari TK, SD, SMP, SMA, gue baru berasa yang cuman bener bener sekedipan mata yaah, di SMA ini. cepet banget anjir.

All about Friendship, Friends, 52, Love, Laugh, Happiness, Study, Solidarity, Class, Organization, Events, Come school late and come home late, Fault, Second home, Sleeping, Teachers, and so many things about high school make time flies so fast.

karena masa sma cuma sekali seumur hidup.. dan gak akan terulang lagi.. ;')

2011-06-16T00:44:00.000-07:00

Untuk sekarang gue cuman pengen nangis dan sendiri. Dan nangis dan sendiri. Dan nangis dan sendiri. Dan nangis dan sendiri. Ga peduli orang mau ngomong apa. Terserah gue mau dianggap apa. Gue cuman mau nangis dan sendiri.

worst

2011-06-13T08:53:00.000-07:00

I know dat today hasn't been last day of this month. But i declare that this is the worst june I've ever through. Mood swings. Mood swinging down everyday. Oversensitive. Problems. Pretending. Trial of patience. Crying almost everyday. Being really really sensitive. Get anger and touchiness easily but I have to endure and resist it, then I cry then I have to make sure my self I have to through it then I'm so messy then I can't think properly, then I try to ignore the world then I realize I can't then I start to cry over again... Then no one cares. No one unserstands. I'm tired of everything.

16th birthday!!

2011-05-07T22:08:00.000-07:00

it was a week ago actually, but for me this story will never bored to tell to :)
yap! that was my sweet 16th birthday! 2nd May 2011! i felt my soul, my body alive for 16th years old <:D. That day i felt really really alive. that was my day, i was so happy omg i could die. before i tell you what happened that day, i want to tell you that there are so many things i got on my age until now. there are so many new experiences, so many tutelages, so many good days and bad days i through, and so many wisdoms from all problems i got. i hope those things can make me more mature each day. bcaz maturity doesnt depend on ho old you are, how long you spend the time in this world, but for me, maturity depends on how wise you are when you face your problems, how good your thought is, how good you are at managing your self, your egoism, your emotion, time , and so many more. and im not mature enough.
AAAND, On 2nd may 'TIS yeaar, im officially turn into 16th years old. and i was so terribly, extremely happy that day.

00.00

2nd may.

i fell asleep and i was awakened by yogie's phone callin'.

he called me 4th times but i havent woken up and in his fifth callin finally i woke up and he said happy birthday to me and we had good conversation for more than 30 minutes. he's just too sweet, from my 15th's birthday last year, he keeps the one who gives me birthday congratulation at the first time <3 he was the one who called me, texted me and gave me congratulation at the first tymm :)

then after that, i came back to sleep and asked yogie to sleep too. and when i wake up in the morning i took a look at my phone there were so many congratulations ppl gave to me. wohoo reading those congratulations one by one was one of the favorite moments i really liked every 2nd may. then i went out to take my towel and i found out my mom and she huggged me directly while sayin' happy birthday and pray the best for me <3 what a hug!

and my father kissed me on my cheeks and sayin' happy birthday to me too hahaha what a kisses! ANDD, DONT ASK ME if my ANNOYING BROTHER gave me congratulation or not. u know the answer.

theen, i arrived at school, and as usual, i always come Late. and so i did in my birthday ;p

i did ceremony with all of smanitrans and singkat cerita...

when istirahat pertama i went to canteen to buy water and when i went back to class, suddenly yogie with so many friends came to my class singing happy birthday and brought Sweet birthday's cake to me <3 and one of yogie's friend brought his laptop and another one brought my gifts from yogie. OMG I WAS SO REALLY REALLY SURPRISED. I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. i was touched, happy, surprised until i really2 dont know what should i do. i just smiled and i dont know what to do anymore. i was extremely happy!

you can see me sooo quiscent and sculpting like an ICE SCULPTURE.

AFTER HE GAVE ME THE CAKES, he gave me the UBEER SWEET VIDEO and he gave me a plastic bag yang isinya adorable giftSS!! <3

when he gave me his laptop, i watched the video directly and GUESS WHAT. I CRIED DIRECTLY. OMG I WAS SO TOUCHEED. THE VIDEO IS UBER SWEET, UBER COOL, no one could make me cryingwhen watching video except him!! Gila, honestly i was malu banget nangis gitu tapi ya gimana.. sumpah gue terharu banget hahahaha.

then abis itu jam pelajaran masuk, terus udah kan ya masuk. terus ternyata surprise semua orang ganyampe situ doang.. when art's lesson, Riezka,Venia,Balqisa,Ika dan Silmi suddenly masuk kelas ngebuka kelas and singing happy birthday to me while they brought an UBER YUMMYYY birthday's Cake.

I SWEAAAAR, FOR THE SAKE OF EVERYTHING, the cake that they brought UBER YUMMY banget!!! THANKYOOU RIZKA BALQIS VENVEN IKA SLIMSILMII!!!!

after blowing candles, slicing the cakes and nyuapin ke mulut satu2 diantara mereka, they decided to go out directly soalnya itu lagi pelajaran pasantos hahaha

setelah itu jari jari gue bercampur sama mulut semua orang, mulut anak sekelas dan semuanya, gue kasih kue yang gue dapet buat gue dan semua orang hehehe

theen, whats on in a plastic bag that yogie gave to me?!

1. GREETING CARD

Thats why i always really really love birthday cards or greeting cards from him, he always made cards for me by his own self, by his creativity, by his hand writing, by his efforts, by his imagination.. thats why i alwaays really really love cards from him. And, beside that, he always uses good words, adorable words in his card, and the card is written by lovve <3

You can see what he gave to me, how the card is like when i was 15th, here the card is more adorable each year ;)

and he said to me that he made this card sampe jam 3 pagi Omg.. ternyata pas on the phone he lied, pantesan pas gue tanya lagi ngapain kok blm tidur he said nothiing.. thankyou yogs!

2. UBER SWEET DIARY

Omg this is so precious, this is the sweetest diary ever!!

4. BLUE JACKET :3

OMG, how i love this jacket! the colour is blue same like yogie;s own jacket, and he said that he gave the jacket to me to warm my day HE HE HE agak gombal tapi sweetlaa~

5.THE VIDEO!!

OMG. I never been this addicted to watch 8 minutes video. never got this sweet video before frome the others.. i have to say that this is the sweetest video ever. theres no video sweeter than this.. Words he said, and Worrds he wrote on this video is uber adorable, omg.... apalagi backsoundnya endless love, anugerah terindah SO7, Pilihanku maliq&the essentials,and happy birthday's songs...... which girl wont be touched'??

Actually, the video has been uploaded to youtube but i wont give you the link bcaz.. hahahaa malu aah. Omg how deep i love him.........

dan terakhir.... i want to say BIG BIG BIG ENORMOUS THANKYOU for:

*Allah SWT for his infinity blessings until this day O:)

*My super ultra mega the greatest parents in this world, papa dan mama :* & mi familia! thankyou for your pray,love,supports and uncountable precious things :*

* Yogie, ika, venia, silmi, kansa, icang, balqisa, riezka, ipa 6, smanitrans, semua sahabat, semua orang!!

* Yogie for the love, for the gifts, for the all the things you do, for everything, for the efforts, i really love and appreciate every single thing you do! I lovve, i really love ya!!!!!!!

*Those who give me congratulation whether through messages, bbm, twitter, facebook, directly, undirectly, phone callin'.. Whoever you are, I love you more than you expect ;) ;)

i hope in this 16th i can be better better than before, and my dreams come true :) AMIIIIN!

I tell you!

2011-04-22T10:42:00.000-07:00

Hehehehe someday you will realize something you haven't realized. I tell you :)

see my wayang!

2011-04-18T08:22:00.000-07:00

today. officially done with wayang. and so many things are still waiting to be done. this holiday, i have to be a productive person. i have to. i have to.

Succesfull procrastinator.

2011-03-31T02:39:00.000-07:00

OMG, i have no idea to describe how bored i am now........... i just stay at home all day looong and online and read a book and listening to the music and got nothing to do. OMG, actually THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I HAVE TO DO FROM NOW, BUTTTT THERE ARE SO MANYY, SERIOUSLY THERE ARE TOO MUCH FOR ME. I CANT STAND WITH ASSIGNMENTS LATELY. And SERIOUSLY, i got no Temptation To do those things... SERIOUSLY. how dumb i am.

you have to see what i have to do from so last century ago but i havent done until yet because im such a most unproductive person in this world. im such a SUCCESFULL PROCRASTINATOR. FUX.

❒ hundred papers of mathematics workbook

❒ study for the math test. because when holiday's end, there are 2 tests, PHYSIC & MATH. scary enough, huh?

❒ study for the physic test. fux. fux. fux. Y U never been nice for me, hey physicy? :'(

❒ MAKING WAYANG. OMG. I HAVE TO MAKE WAYANG. CAN U IMAGINE HOW HARD TO MAKE IT.. I have no creativity.. AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT wayang im going to make...

❒ study for the biology test.

❒ MAKE A DOCUMENTARY FILM. it means i have to...

❒ read a novel about it. because my film will be adapted from a novel & i have to read it because i have to know about the story deeply.

❒ MAKE THE SCRIPT OF IT. Yeah, you know how long it is..

❒ LOOK FOR THE PROPERTIES. u know.. film needs so many properties. uhm, btw can u tell me where i can find skinhead wig? please tell me if u know!

❒ SHOOTING.

yeah, i know that this is group assignment.. but tetep aja each of us have to do it with no exception.

❒ do three dozens of workbooks. workbook. workbook. workbook.

ugly & tired faces look like so alay....

k, its long enough i need to do something,sauhgjdhbdcBYE.

hello!

2011-03-28T07:17:00.001-07:00

Today i made up this blog cause im getting bored with the old one, that was Un-shaped & looked like so last century. (hahahaha sok banget yang sekarang jg gitu-_-) there are so many unnecessary widgets and several of them are deleted already like... "the background or whatever has been deleted by bla bla bla... idk why the sites deleted it but not only me that felt that way my friend also did and TADA!! i made up this blog and now it becomes like this, its better isnt it ;) ;)

you should know about this. dont say i never warn you.

2011-03-11T05:37:00.000-08:00

Today, i learn about something. one of the some precious experience you should know. DONT TRUST, DONT BELIEVE SOMEONE OR PEOPLE, SO EASILY. soooooo EASILY EVEN UNTIL 100%. Dont say i never warn you. because when it hapens to you, it WOULD HURT YOU.

WHEN THEY BROKE THEIR PROMISES, WHEN THEY LYING TO YOU, IT HURTS. you would never expected they could do it to you!! i thought that i would never be this dissapointed before, but guess what? I WAS ONE OF 'EM.

midnite posst!

2011-03-09T06:56:00.000-08:00

still couldnt sleep yet. its too night already to post this post bcause yanno tomorrow is school day.

before i write these words, i opened my chemistry books just now but suddenly i reeaally tempted to write something, to tell something as if i were called by someone or something or what that asked me to write hahahaha.

hmm, i want to tell you about me, now.

its to hard to manage time lately. yaaaaaa its hard to be a teenager, we have to manage about time between sleep, study, playing and do everything! i thought that 24 HOURS isnt ENOUUGGHH! and sometimes i think how happy it could be if we could be sleeping everytime, but sometimes i often think that how reeaaalllyy happy it could be if we dont have to sleep, we have no feeling sleepy ever that we could play, laugh, all day long, we dont have to go bed, we just talking,laughing and do everything we want!

but so far............I love to be like this. its like... i wanna be like this forever. i wanna be forever young, i dont want to know abiut work, bussiness, and the other complicated things :"(

i still cant imagine,

20 years later, when i werent teenager anymore,

could i still be like this?

waassssting, spending, times like this? could i?

could i laugh so loud, dont care about how old i am?

could i.....

and about my relationship, im still in love with the same boy, same person, same shape, but not the same way. omgswgakdsfzhniaguy!^^&*%&$*%*... omg i dont know how to say but......... as time goes by, this is deeper, deeper and deeppperrr , deeppper. i love him more each day. dont know what he did to me, dont know what paison he made butttt fuuuuccck, i NEVER been this addicted spending time with a boy befforree. everytime we have to go home, im like want to elongate time more more more more more. but sometimes we fight bcause of small things, the things that shouldnt be disputed. I Realized that sometimes i am too selfish, im too childish, too sensitive.. but sometimes yogie's moorrree! hehehehe. but after that Quarrel, I love the way we fess our faults up, i love the way we smile after the quarrel hahahaha and i love our way to flirt each other HAHAHA alay bgt. and the most important thing, i love the way we make our selves better than before :) asek pake emot.

gilaaa tengah malem bsk gatau gimana nih sekolah hahaha udahan dulu. dah!

2011-02-04T08:00:00.000-08:00

&ALL OF MY FRIENDS

there are too many to be mentioned in this blog. all of my friends. ALL.

cant imagine how hard it would be without 'em by my side. their attendance in my life's so mean too deep for me. im not kind of the one who easily forget what people did to me, i will remember what they give to me even its just a small thing. and im not kind of the one who easily forget kindness, happiness, laugh, love, everything, they give to me, even its just a second. i will remember that all of my life. i still have no idea, how hard, it would be without them by my side. i love them. i love them. they are one. one.

2010-12-24T04:26:00.000-08:00

sometimes, someone doesnt know how to appreciate another's efforts. i wonder he/she is really doesnt know how to or doesnt want to?

its just my point of view.

2010-12-23T07:19:00.000-08:00

hello bloggers! today's 23rd december 2010. today i got the report from my school. yeah. i dont know why, this semester feels like.... i don't really really care about my score that i got. SERIOUSLY. with the bold font SERIOUSLY. i just take it really really easy. i don't study for the score. seriously, this semester i dont really really care about my score in the school.

I just study and focus on how i understand the lesson. how i catch the lesson. how i understand what teachers give to me. how much i try to understand the lesson. and effort that i made to understand the lesson. I don't really care about the score. when my teachers give materies for me i just went to focus on them, and when examination came, i just did with my best and did it by my self as much as possible. (EXCEPT ON NIHONGO & HISTORY,EXACTLY.) the most important thing is, I HAVE MADE AN EFFORT. yupp! i know my effort isn't like the others. I didnt study hard like the others did. but im proud to be my self. why? im not the one who makes a mountain out of a molehill. because i put the score's problem aside. i know my capability. i believe god gives everything thats good for me.

but you know what?

something that makes me sad is, sometimes someone judges another by quantity that they get & not by the quality that they have, ironic.

and.. sometimes parents see their children's achievement by the score that their children get, not by the effort that their children make.

but, fortunately my parents are the best parents in the world. they never forced me to be what they want to be. they never forced me like ' DINTA, YOU HAVE TO GET bla bla bla bla' and when i didn't get it they get upset with me, NO!! big NO!! my parents arent like that.

they let me to be what i want, they let me to be a kite, i can fly how far i want,but when i have outed of the line, they will pull me come back.

They never forced me.

but I CAN SEE what they want me to be in their EYES.

I CAN SEE THAT CLEARLY.

they want me to be the best. they want me to get the great score in my school. they want me grow up and they want to see me smart, they want me success. they want all the best for me. and so do i. i want to be the best for them, i wnt to give my great score for them, i want to grow up and show to them i can be smart and i can be success, i want to make them proud of me..

Hello mama, papa, might be someday you will read this, you will read this post,

i just want to say that i love you so much. wholeheartedly. i love you from my deepest heart. i love you no matter what will happen to me, to you, i will always love you. You know what? you are my inspiration. Both of you are the greatest and the best parents in this world. i really really thank GOD I have parents like you. mama, papa, you know what? i always try with my best, to make you proud, but i often fail, i havent made you proud of me, but SOMEDAY, I PROMIIIISSSEEEE! I PROMISE I WILL MAKE YOU PROUD OF ME, I WILL MAKE IT, I PROMISE. I DONT KNOW THE KIND OF THE WAY BUT I BELIEVE GOD WILL GIVE ME CHANCES FOR IT.

I want them do pilgrimage together, forthe umpteenth times, with brother, with my money.

I want you to see me be a successful woman , i want you to see me in UI, universitas indonesia. I promise i will make an effort of it. I PROMISE. I PROMISE.

i love you, papa, mama. no one ever loves his/her parents like i do. I love you.

2010-12-10T08:34:00.001-08:00

You know, how its feel like, when you have to letting go the one you love, even you don't want, even you still love her/him, but the situation forces you, and you can't surive anymore.

its my version. how about yours?

2010-09-18T06:42:00.000-07:00

# Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.

"Orbital filled with half of maximum number of electron is called filled orbital."

# Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?

AIR

# What is the last thing you watched on TV?

GOSSIP HAHA

# Without looking, guess what time it is

6.30 pm

# Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

6.42 pm (beda dikit. yeah. im good at guessing ._.)

# With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

sound of fireworks outside my room

# Did you dream last night?

yep. i dreamt.

# Do you remember your dreams?

yep. a lil bit.

# When did you last laugh?

afternoon

# Do you remember why / at what?

yup. HAHA

# What is on the walls of the room you are in?

plain wall. no paint, no painting, no posters, just a sheet of paper.

# Seen anything weird lately?

yes :(

# What do you think of this quiz?

you might be copied this from somewhere then when you see it, and in the nothing-to-do condition, you probably will creat what you think.

# What is the last film you saw?

Back to hell.

# If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?

umh, USA.

# If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?

Mansion, ticket, gadgets, flight tickets to go to somewhere.

# Tell me something about you that most people don't know.

im the sweetest escape. HAHA

# If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

HELLO people, i can be a second woman president in this country B) bu i will not,yeah.

# Do you like to dance?

...............NO

# Would you ever consider living abroad?

Yeah, but i dont have enough $$$$$$ HAHA.

# Does your name make any interesting anagrams?

HAHA i havent tried,but... umh, Let's try!

MEIDINTA RINDA TANIA,

what? DI MATA NINI TARI DANI TARE

..................NO.

# Who made the last incoming call on your phone?

papa

# What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?

Songs.

# Last time you swam in a pool?

2009

# Type of music you like most?

Accoustic

# Type of music you dislike most?

Gamelan.

# Are you listening to music right now?

yeah,

# What color is your bedroom carpet?

no carpet.

# What was the last thing you bought?

Burger ;9

# Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?

i have ever tried then i fall. HAA~

# Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?

sky diving sounds better ;)!

# Do you have a garden?

yeah. i have.

# Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?

Yup! tapi gue rada sering kelupaan HAHA

# What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?

masih ada waktu subuh gak yah.................

# If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?

Robert.. Robert pattinson. pls.

# Who sent the last text message you received?

yogie.

# Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?

gapunya credit card.

# What time is bed time?

depend on it's holiday or not.

# Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?

All the time.

# What did you do for your last birthday?

i got surprises then i watched a movie with my boyf.

# Do you carry a donor card?

nope

# Who was the last person you ate dinner with?

my parents

# Is the glass half empty or half full?

no glass

# What's the farthest-away place you've been?

SA i think

# Have you ever won a trophy?

don't ask. it sounds quip me.

# Are you a good cook?

HAHA big N.

# If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be?

# Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?

absolutely

# Do you touch-type?

# What's under your bed?

a bed more

# Do you believe in love at first sight?

yes

# Think fast, what do you like right now?

him

# Where were you on Valentine's day?

HOME. perfcet aight.

# What time do you get up?

depends on its holiday or not.

# What was the name of your first pet?

i swear. gapernah punya yang namanya pet.

# Who is the second to last person to call you?

mama

# Is there anything going on this weekend?

yes

# How are you feeling right now?

..................bad

# What do you think about the most?

gue kuliah dmn kl gn trs?

# What time do you get up in the morning?

depends on its holiday or not.

# If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?

i coulnt wait. i would tell everyone immediately

# Who would you tell first?

nyokap. sambil teriak2 " MAAA KITA KAYA MAA! KITA JADI ORANG KAYAA!"

# What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema?

Back to hell.

# Do you sing in the shower?

Yeah

# What do you do most when you are bored?

Sleep

# What do you do for a living?

masih minta mama papa

# Do you love your job?

YES if you mean playing

# What did you want to be when you grew up?

kerja kantoran kaya mama

# If you could have any job, what would you want to do/be?

pokoknya kaya nyokap.

# Which came first the chicken or the egg?

lingkaran gapunya awal kan?

# How many keys on your key ring?

bentar gue itung dulu.........10.

# Where would you retire to?

europe w my hubby pls?

# What kind of car do you drive?

# What are your best physical features?

nothing i think

# What are your best characteristics?

nothing

# If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go?

Europe,please..........

# What kind of books do you like to read?

fantacy

# What is your favorite time of the day?

when im with everyone thats good at cheering me up

# Where did you grow up?

INDONESIA

# How far away from your birthplace do you live now?

dkt. cm brp km.

# What are you reading now?

what are you reading now.

# Are you a morning person or a night owl?

a nite owl.

# Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

HAHA no. ga sepanjang itu jg.

# Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows?

no.

# Do you have pets?

# How many rings before you answer the phone?

1 enough

# What is your best childhood memory?

banyak men.

# Any new and exciting things that you would like to share?

YESS!!

# What is most important in life?

GOD

# What Inspires You?

mama.

i have been dreaming of.

2010-09-04T10:37:00.000-07:00

Remember when my aunt said to me before i went to mecca last holiday, she told me “ dinta! Don’t forget to pray for your mate. Ask dan pray so that you get bla bla bla bla” essentially, she told me not to forget pray for my future husband. HAHA,i dont know why what she said to me always surrounding in my head when i was there until now. Finally every hope that i ask, always belonging this hope. ya i know that im still teenager. Its still too long to think about this. But, i think once again, is that wrong if i just wondering of it now? Or is that wrong if i list what kind of man that i have been dreaming of?..........................

I just hope My future husband is the one who :

would love me like, my prophet,muhammad SAW loves his wife, Siti Aisyah.

would love me so much but also loves Allah SWT so much more.

would wake me up in the middle of night and asks me to pray together with him.

would be hero for me and my children.

Would never tell lies & Would never cheat on me.

Because for me, trust is like a paper. Once it’s crumpled,it can’t be perfect again. You can flatten the paper and try and make it as straight as you want. But it will never be perfect anymore.

Would stick with me as long as his life. Would accompany me as long as his life. Would spend his time with me as long as his life, No matter wrinkled on our face, gray hair that growing on our head, or face which isn’t as impressive as like first time we meet.

Would ask me travelling around the world and tell me “ that’s why you have to be grateful ”

Proves that im the one and the only one for him.

Would make me happy not only in the world, but also hereafter,literally, in the beyond.

Would choose me as his muhrim when he does pilgrimage. Yes, i want to do pilgrimage with my husband. I want him guard me there, i want we do it together, I want We Pray, then we read al Quran,together, there. I want him beside me when i go around Ka’bah. I want him wait for me to pick me up in front of Masjidil haram and Masjid Nabawi After we’re both done with our bussines. It’s so sweet for me when i saw so many men waited for their wifes at the mosque’s yard, then after those men found their wifes, smile visible on their face, then they waving their hands while looked at their wifes and then their wifes smile at their husbands and then they walked hand in hand. I just.. I just want it.

Would spend day by day, night by night, summer to summer, everyday with me.

Would treat me very well.

Is Rich of knowledge. so that he could tell me about the world,that i don't even know.

Loves his mother very much. If he really really does, he would never hurt woman’s heart,he would think more than thousands times to do it, Because he would imagine if the woman who is hurted by him is his mother. Im sure that a boy who loves his mother very much gonna treat his wife very well.

Hello, i don’t even know who you are. Who are you, where we’re gonna meet, and how can we meet and why we can fall into one.

Someday, I’ll show this post to you and i will tell you

“ I have been dreaming of you since i was child, thank god, finally I found you, the one that i have been dreaming of.”

2010-08-14T22:27:00.000-07:00

umrah-1

2010-07-19T07:13:00.000-07:00

ok pals. tonight im gonna tell you abt my holiday on july 2010. like i said on my previous post, i went to SA to do umrah. i swear, it was so really2 great, and actually.........it was the best holiday that i ever had. Kenapa? dari semua liburan2 gue yang paling 'membekas' dan yang paling benerbener manfaatnya bisa langsung 'nancep dalem' di hati gue emang bener2 cuman yang ini. and Actually, it was for second time i went there to do umrah. tapi, yang umrah yang lebih berkesan emang bener-bener umrah yang kedua kali ini. jauh beda banget sama yang pertama. iya, mungkin waktu yang pertama gue masih kelas 5 sd, gue belom gitu ngerti apa-apa, gue belom bisa yang ngerasain gimana "dalem"-nya pengalaman,ibadah pas gue ada disana,alhamdulillah kalo yang sekarang dikit2 udah bisa wakaka

kelas 5 sd,liat gue aja yang masih unyu unyu gitu kecil pake kacamata kaya apatau terus jg kaya upil apalagi adek gue hahhahaa kacrut.

ditempat yang sama,2sma.

Hari pertama, Rabu, 7 juli 2010

gue berangkat pagi dari rumah pagi2 abis solat shubuh dari rumah langsung berangkat ke airport. terus nyampe di jeddah. unexpectedly,gue nunggu 6 JAM di airport gara2 sistem komputer di airport-nya rusak. sumpah sedih abis. katanya baru kali ini ada kejadian kaya gitu sebelumnya jarang2 banget kayak gini. anjrit, gue sabar aja duduk nunggu sabar.

terus, dari situ gue langsung heading to madinah, perjalanannya lama banget sekitar berapa jam gitu gue tidur aja di bis capek gila. terus nyampe madinah kira2 subuh gitu, gue kira sempet2 aja solat shubuh di mesjid nabawi gue udah ga sabar tuh eeh taunya gakeburu, akhirnya gue solat di hotel.

Pagi2nya, setelah sholat dhuha di mesjid nabawi, gue sm nyokap sm nenek gue ziarah ke raudhah, fyi, Raudhah itu taman surga, ada nya didepan makam rasulullah SAW, kalo mau kesana buat cewe ada jam2 tertentunya gitu. ada jadwalnya, gak bisa free kayak cowok.,dan jangan salah... kesana so much effort abis. kesana ga segampang yang tinggal masuk jalan gitu aja, struggle banget. desek desekan abis sumpah. dapet space buat bisa sholat disitu dikit aja udah bersyukur banget buat gue, ditambah waktu gue liburan kesana ramenya banget-bangetan. emang biasanya juga gapernah sepi tapi pas yang gue, ramenya emang yang bener laut laut lautan manusia yang biasanya rame rame banget,sekarang lebih rame lagi., i know the reasons, waktu gue kesana, itu bulan rajab. otomatis lebih banyak lagi orang orang yang dateng kesana, terus juga orang orang arab semuanya lagi pada liburan semua, yang dari turkey arab iran pokoknya semuanya pada libur otomatis rame abis.

first day gue ke raudhah, gue yang ngerasa cuman titik kecil banget dari semua orang yang ada di sekitar gue, gue yang pas masuk karpet ke abu2an gitu gue yang langsung terharu abis gue yang langsung ya allah,subhanallah gatau kenapa gue bisa yang langsung terharu gitu aja, tangan gue yang kanan megang tangan nenek gue, tangan kiri gue megang tangan nyokap gue, supaya ngga kepisah, soalnya rame abis. terus di keramaian orang yang bener bener rame, seengganya gue masih ada tempat untuk berdiri, gue nunggu berapa detik langsung nyokap bilang sama gue "solat sekarang! solat sekarang!" didepan gue orang yang lautan manusia abis gitu, terus dibelakang gue orang orang pada dorong dorongan gitu semuanya pada berebutan mau masuk situ yang akhirnya pada dorong dorongan. finally, gue gapeduli apa apa yang jelas gue bisa solat disitu aja. nyokap disebelah kiri gue nenek gue disebelah kanan gue, gue langsung solat sunnah 2 rakaat. Gue yang solat disitu penuh tetesan air mata abis,gila yang bener bener terharu abis sumpah, gue kaya disadarin apa gimana gitu yang jelas sumpah itu tetesan air mata bener bener tetesan air mata keterharuan abis. terus gue yang pas sujud gitu, subhanallah ya allah gatau kenapa gue ngerasain sesuatu yang beda, gue ngerasain bener bener yang bener bener "subhanallah" banget, bener bener ngerasain ya allah.. gue terharu abis. walaupun iyah, gue pas sujud ada orang orang yang lewat2 kepala gue gitu but i know that's all because the situation :). gue liat nyokap solat disamping gue yang gak kalah khusyuknya, sambil berlinangan air mata, dia nundukin kepalanya, dia sujud, dia meminta sama allah, gue nggak tau apa yang dia minta yang jelas gue tau satu diantara yang dia minta pasti tersisipkan doa buat gue, gue sayaang banget sama dia.

Disana, ditengah nenek dan nyokap gue, gue berdoa sambil berlinangan air mata, sampe sekarang,malem ini, gue ngetik ini, gue masih bisa ngerasain gimana rasanya,gimana nikmatnya berada disana,gimana terharunya,gimana kenikmatannya,apayang gue rasain, sampe sekarang gue masih inget dengan jelas.

Gue masuk raudhah ditengah lautan manusia,gue solat 2 rakaat disana,dan allah ngasih gue lebih banyak waktu disana, allah ngasih kelapangan tempat yang cukup dan waktu buat gue buat shalat sunnah 2 rakaat lagi disana, gue lanjutin shalat gue 2 rakaat lagi terus gue berdoa sama allah swt, yang rasanya....... deket banget, rasanya beda, rasanya hangat dan damai,tenang dan rasanya gue bebas bilang apa yang gue minta, apa yang gue mau,permohonan yang ada dalem hati gue, semua yang gue ucapkan rasanya semuanya didengarkan, diperhatikan sama Allah swt,

gue bener bener yang ngerasa hati gue damai, hati gue tenang, gue pasrahin semua sama allah, gue bener bener yang ngerasain makna, ngerasain semua kenikmatan disana,

Disana gue berdoa buat orang tua gue, supaya panjangin umur mereka, buat mereka sehat, jangan bikin gue mengecewakan mereka, gue gak mau bikin mereka kecewa, gue mau bikin mereka bangga dengan gue, gue mau mereka bisa melihat gue sukses, perbanyak rizki mereka, buat mereka selalu sehat dan selalu dalam lindungan allah dan yang lain lain nya,amin.

i'll continue this post on the next post,guys!

HOLIDAY ;D

2010-07-17T07:04:00.000-07:00

hello blogfolks!. sekarang gue mau telling tentang liburan gue,ngapain aja gue selama liburan sekolah yang kurang lebih 3 mingguan kali yah (tapi kalo gue jadinya sebulan-an) hahaha.

minggu pertama liburan sekolah gue ke Anyer sama temen temen kelas gue, cuman 2 hari satu malem si tapi itu berkesan banget sumpah :'). Gue ngga bilang farewell party kali yah, soalnya farewell party berarti pesta perpisahan, sementara kita gak bakal kepisah sampe kapanpun kita semua akan jadi satu kesatuan....(asik bahasa). Gue gak bisa bilang apa apa deh sama anak2 juratsix, yang jelas gue sayang banget sama mereka semua tanpa terkecuali, satu tahun sama mereka bagi gue waktu yang sangat amat sebentar, gue sayang mereka banget semua. mereka asik2 banget semua, mereka yang ngebuat satu tahun pertama di SMA jadi berarti banget, mereka yang cheer me up setiap hari, mereka temen disegala situasi mau seneng mau sedih mereka ada, mereka temen buat apa aja, buat bercanda, main, belajar, semuanya, kita bisa nerima kekurangan kelebihan satu sama laen,kita nyambung banget sama semuanya

terus, yang dua hari 1 malem kemaren, malem kebersamaan kita bareng bareng seru banget gue seneng banget gue gak berhenti2 ketawa, gue nangis juga terharu nih kemaren asik pada terharu semua di kelilingi lilin2 kecil tengah nya api unggun hahaha. pokoknya 2 hari untuk selamanya lah asik~

nah, ini mereka semua yang ngebikin semuanya jadi sempurna abis.

Nah, sekarang gue udah gak sekelas sama mereka lagi, gue udah di kelas baru, di kelas 11 IPA 6. wakaka i wonder why tiap gue dapet kelas dari smp selalu kelipatan-nya tuh 3. dari kelas 7-9,8-3,9-9,10-6,11-6 gatau deh nih kelas 12 gue kalo gak 12-6 12-3 kali yah hahha. tapi selama itu juga gue setiap nempatin kelas dari smp yang selalu 'berkelipatan 3' alhamdulillah asik2 semua. gue berharap kelas 11 ini juga gitu. gue baru ngerasain sehari sih soalnya baru masuk hari ini jadi belom gitu ngerasain asik-nya haaha tapi as time goes by gue yakin kok pasti asik juga.

aaaaa, gue udah di kelas 11 tapi gatau kenapa hati gue masih dikelas 10 ajaaaaa nih hahaha

selain ke anyer, alhamdulillah gue liburan kemaren umroh. baru pulang beberapa hari yang lalu sumpah itu asik banget. the best holiday abis buat gue, I PROMISE i'll tell you SOON on the next post supaya gak kebanyakan oke, out-dinta.

2010-07-02T08:34:00.000-07:00

no matter how hard i have tried, it would never change.
no matter how hard i beg, it would never be back.
could i turn back the time? even just.....umm... even just about 7 months ago? i don't want to go back too far. I just want to go back several months ago. I miss those times when everything's really really ok. no more distruber, no more tears, no more a day without long long text long long smiles, no more doubt to undergo all the things,there are just faithfullness, laugh, love, care, attention, hang out, silly things, and so much more.

I remember several months ago, when everything still seems really beautiful, um when there's a boy told me that he was in love with me and he wanted me to be man's. since that, everything seems so beautiful. he proves to me that he really2 loves me. he waited for me, he never tired take care of me, he always wants to know about my condition, he really cares about me, he treats me as well as he can. every months when date of 20 comes, he always gives me congratulation and he always says that he really love me, he never tired to say to me that he really love me and he never tired prove it each days. He proves that i am the ONE he loves. He proves that only me that he needs. He always makes me laugh and happy everyday, He never leaves me fall into sadness, he always cheers me up and so much things that he did for me.

Day by days, i don't know why those moments go away, lately. evrything changes, idk why.

First time.

2010-06-26T07:47:00.000-07:00

Ini yang pertama kalinya. pertama kalinya dibentak sama orang pas lagi ngomong baik baik.

potong memotong

2010-06-21T02:03:00.000-07:00

hello! Good evening all. I just got home by the way,and i just went to doctor to get meningitis injection and I'll go to doctor again on this weekend to get another injection. hh.

several days ago i was sleptover at my aunt's and i just got back,now. Ohya, I want to tell you about my brother. HAHAHA. What happened to me btw? adek gue, baru aja sunatan hari jum'at kemarin. dan, 'selamet'-an nya akan kehilangan 'itu'-nya dirayain pada hari sabtu. Gue sempet bingung padahal itu kan artinya 'Kehilangan' 'sesuatu' yang 'berharga' tapi kenapa harus diselametinn?? N'ah, That's Why ma parents cudn't take my school's report that day. Bokap nyokap gue bener2 nyiapin banget acaranya gue aja sampe pusing luh -,-.Dan juga orang tua gue juga nyiap2in semuasemuanya dari jauh jauh hari mikirin itu semua sampe gue kurang kasih sayang :( HAHAHA gak diiiiiiing,

pas hari sabtu rumah gue jadi ramee deh

adek gue terkapar lemah tak berdaya

Yang dateng emang cuman sekedar sodara2 deket gue doang, kayak nenek om tante sepupu, gt2 doang,dan gue..........sampe gak ngambil rapot.

N'ah, these are my nuclear family's photos

hahaha orang mah pada pake baju putih...........gue sendiri hitam. gak kompak.

terus juga ini contoh sodara2 gue (kaya mau dijual)

nah,ini sodara gue namanya ali (cowok,kiri) dia yang maen iklan susu apa gitu di tv gue lupa. lucu ya....mirip gue. -,-

nah,kalo ini namanya athala, anjrit yah sodara gue yang ini baru kelas 4 sd tapi gaulnya udah gila gila an parah melebihi gua! (emang gua gaul? cupu parah.) kelas 4 sd, sudah ber-bb, ber-belah tengah dan ber-bbbbbb lain2nya. kalo gua? Boro-Boro.

NAH!! yang ini nih! yang namanya Haikal, yang waktu itu di postingan gue yang lama, ada Review kambing jantan, yang muka nya di item itemin itu......DIAA!! nah iyaa! itu dia!! sekarang..disini,muka lo gak gue item itemin lagi. Lo bebas nge gaul di blog gue.

Nah. sodara2 gue yang laen masih banyak bangett, tapi yang gue kenalin disini cuman beberapa aja yee, soalnya....uploadnya lama.

Terus..gara gara acara ini kan gue gak jadi ambil rapot yah, akhirnya setelah tadi gue ke dokter suntik mingintis2 gitu sm bokap gue, bokap gue nyoba2 ke sekolah tuh buat ngambil rapot gue, eeh. taunya....bisa. Anjrit nilai rapot gue, gak jelek2 banget banget sih. cuman yaampun ranking gue..............parahbanget bangetan. sumpah gue sedih ngingetnya. kalo tentang ranking2an. yaudahlah, semester ini jadiin aja pelajaran. kelas 2 nanti gue JANJI, bakal lebih baik lagi, gue bakal lebih serius lagi, lebih nganggep sekolah bukan cuma sekedar maen-maen aja, bakal berusaha supaya gak Fail kaya semester ini. amin,semoga bisa. dan FYI, gue..IPA.

engga tau kenapa, gue lebih prefer ke IPS, tapi yaudah,jalanin apa yang ada.

Kalo ngomongin rapot rasanya gimanaa gitu. beda banget sama semester 1 yah, yaudahlah. Gue struggle lagi buat dikelas dua nanti.

Ohiya, by the way,

Kemaren gue 7 bulanan sama cowok gue,

Happy anniversary yah.

Gue engga tau tuh dianya lagi kenapa,gue tanya jawabnya engga papa kan gue bingung waka waka ee, yang penting gue sayang banget lah sama dia,kangen banget juga sebulan gak ketemu~ padahal tinggal masih 1 kota juga,masih liat bintang yang sama (asik) tapi gak ketemu2 hahaha.

Out,

meidinta rinda tania.

2010-06-15T07:07:00.000-07:00

"keep everything that you have. keep it. don't ever hurt it. because we don't know when it goes. it can go unexpectedly, no matter we are ready or not. just keep it, do the best for it."

i don't even know why.

2010-06-13T07:22:00.000-07:00

I don’t even know why i love him so much.

I don’t even know why i miss him everytime.

I don’t even know why he always surrounds in my head.

I don’t even know why he can make me always remember our things that we shared together, even when it’s just a small thing.

I don’t even know why every time that i shared with him is the best time ever for me.

I don’t even know why he can make me mad.

I don’t even know he always comes in my dream.

I don’t even know why we can do silly things together.

I don’t even know why he can make me smile.

I don’t even know why everytime he smiles, i am happy.

I don’t even know why i can remember every words that he said.

I don’t even know why he can steal my heart.

I don’t even know why i always hope he could beside me everyday.

I don’t even know why i always remember everything we through together.

I don’t even know why he’s so precious for me.

I don’t even know why because of he’s mine,i feel i’m the luckiest girl in this world.

I don’t even know why he can be the best for me that i ever had.

I don’t even know why he can treat me bestly.

I don’t even know why he is the only thing i need.

I don’t even know why everythings we through together, it’s the best thing for me.

I don’t even know why i can forget all the things,forget what time it was, when he’s beside me.

I don’t even know why i love all the things about us, our photos, our silly videos, our scratchs, our poems, and everythings about us.

2010-06-04T02:26:00.000-07:00

I need somebody to tell my stories.

I need somebody who gives shoulder for me to cry on.

I need somebody to lean on.

I need somebody to tell my stories.

I need somebody to share.

I need somebody to give arms for me to stop and clear my tears .

I need somebody to make me laugh and smile even just for a minute.

I need somebody who makes me sure that everthing’s gonna be okay..

I need somebody to tell my stories now.

I really need somebody to stop and clear my tears,now.

I really need somebody who can hug me and make me pretty sure, everything’s gonna be okay.

I really need somebody to lean on.

I really need somebody who glances at me deeply and know my condition.

I need somebody who cares about me,now.

I need somebody who can make me calm.

Really, i really need somebody to clear, to stop my tears and make me sure that everthing’s Gonna be okay.

“everything’s gonna be okay,. Trust me. “ I just need somebody who could say lyk that for me.

I need somebody who can give his shoulder for me and let me tell all my problems, tell my stories and understand me.

2010-05-26T01:19:00.000-07:00

something's wrong. something is wrong. something's different from before. something's like awkward. something that i don't ever know. something that's outlandish. something seems so far far away. something feels like ice, cold and hard to melt. something which no one knows what it's feel like. something's changing. something makes me confuse. something i don't know where it is. something's stored. something's unspell. something's simple. something makes me cry. something makes me happy. something makes me close my eyes. something's never same. something's futile. something's blue. something's red. something goes so fast.something's rise and something's set.

stupid

2010-05-15T08:18:00.001-07:00

hello, big hello for you all

i just wanna say that im the most unproductive person in this world.

i spent my time to do unnecessary things. ALL THE TIME.

i do not study even when i know i'll face examinations less than 2 weeks later.

fuck, i am the laziest, the most unproductive person. i pretend like iam not a student.

with FULL consciousness, I AM SURE my final score would be bad. my scores are decreasing.

fuck i wanna cry. i can't do anything. iam stupid.

took photographs wear eyeglasses, covering iam the stupidest student in this world.

HELLO 15!

2010-05-02T07:44:00.000-07:00

( i should post this on my birthday but, b'cause school,examinations,assignments, and the other things i just can post it now, its all about my 15 birthday. i hope you all enjoy! :) )

Today's 2 may 2010! its my birthday! yayy!

i wanna say BIG BIG THANKS before for those who give 'congratulation' for me whether through facebook, twitter, text message,directly,indirectly,phone-calling,chat. I swear im so glad to hear that. i just really really happy somepeople still remember my born day AA :")

the one who said 'Happy birthday' to me at 00.00 is.... the one that i love, i knew that you can guess it easily. yup! he is my beloved boyfr. mochyogie. He said 'happy birthday dinta bla bla bla..." at 00.00 aa im glad remind that.

the greatest gift that i receive in my birthday is my parents. no no no. my parents haven't gave me something goods, but another thing morethan a thousand luxurious goods,

in my 15th birthday, i still can feel so much love from my parents beside me. i still can hear their breath, they still accompany me everyday, everytime and never feel tired to teach me and so much things, for me, their presence in my life is morethan anything!

i just be grateful, there are so many teenagers that can not feel a feeling like me. im so lucky, God :')

inmy 15th birthday.... there's something special that makes my birth-day becomes more more moree beautiful,

ok lemme tell you the story,

after replied some congratulations, i was go to bed last night. and i woke up at 8am, when i checked my phone,i was so happy there are so many messages from my friends, i was replied those phrases directly, then.. i got out from my room to have my breakfast. after havin my breakfast, my parents and my brother looked at me and they said 'Happy birthday to me while they were hugging me warmly. ( absolutely, my brother didn't. i knew that he was shy)

shortstory-Ly..

at 12.05pm suddenly my boyf called me " dint, aku udah di belakang rumah kamu nih"

deg. i just... didn't know what shud i did. i haven't took a bath since the night before 'cause i just got back from anyer almost midnight.

and it was SO SO SURPRISED. even i didn't assume he would visit my home on my birthday.

after end called with him, i was so confused.. took a bath or no take a bath or no.. finally, i decided to meet him with all minus points in ma self. i still wore a shirt that i wore when i slept, greasy face.... because i don't wanna make him wait me so long,i know my bad habit.. if i take a bath, it would waste time so long and he would wait me soo long.

finally, i walked to meet him in back of my home,

wait, where's hee?? i didn't find him!! does he jokee?

i called him asked where he was. pas lagi nelfon gue baru inget sesuatu.. HAHAHA gue lupa gue nyuruh dia jangan nunggu di belakang rumah gue takut ketauan orang rumah -,-"

shortstory-leee, I met him!! hahahaha pas lagi telfon2an kepalanya dia langsung nongol gitu di jalan setapak hahahaha i was approached him directly. dunno what should i did, he gave me congratulation phrase, "selamat ulang tahun dinta" and gave me a big big plastic with big pack inside.

aa i really really dunno what shud i doo! i just can say " ini apa?? yaallah yogie repot bangeet!"

i asked him to go to park nearby my home and sit on lounge at the park " ini apa? buka yah" i said

"ah jangan nanti ajaa" hahahah i opened big plastic eventhou he disallowed me ;P

i opened that big big plastic with big pack inside. I Rip the pack (i swear, i was cautious opened that gift) Rip by rip...... Tadaa! the pack was opened. Inside the pack there are a big big couple of doll and.... a card.

....

it was so S-U-R-P-R-I-S-E-D. i was really.. touched. it was so... so sweet for me.

i read the card, I read word by word.. and i increasingly.. touched.

i just say nothing. i couldn't say anything. i just can said " makasih yogie " while smile for him.

seriously, i didn't hope any gifts, any presents, any goods from him, for me, his attendance in my life, even my birthday.. come to my home in my birthday then gave me congratulation directly ..it was more more than enough, but not only those ' more than enough things ' that he gave to me but also a couple of big doll and a card that he made by HIS CREATIVITY. it was so so made me so.. touched. even in the card, he wrote... really really beautiful words. fuck, i wanna cry. it's really really best 15 for me.

the plastic is so big. he bought to my home by someone's motorcycle he bought that by his arms i knew that it was heavy and he closed the plastic with his jacket so that his mom didn't know he bought a gift for me (yes, our parents don't know abt our relation. or just.. pretending don't know? i don't know.) he made, he looked for, something the best for me, for my birthday until mid night.. ( i know he struggles.) AND for your information, He haven't ate since morn. he haven't breakfast. it was so touccccccccccccchheedd for ME.

after blather, i got home, I promise him i would be back after i took a bath. when i Got home, My mom asked me to lunch. aaaa don't ya kno mooommm, my boyf waited me in the parkk. suddenly, Rain fall down heavily really heavily. F F F. fuck,my boyf waiting me in the park!! God, it's my birthday, may you pull the rain please :"(?? i ate my lunch fastly. then i took a bath. fuck, the rain was so long and swift while my boyf still wait for me.

after took a bath, i looked my window, the rain wasn't heavy like before so I decided to visit my boyf in the park. Under pouring rain, I walked to the park, I saw my boyf hiding inside his jacket (actually that's my favorite jacket bcause that's so fragrant and the jacket's smell so him ;p) while he ate meatball. aa i suddenly realized he just ate food that dayy!!

chat with him for a while said i haven't asked for permission from my parents to go out.. I got back home again ( walked under my yellow umbrella and under pouring rain ) . While i let him waitin' me. HOW WICKED I WAASS!!. seriously, i got home just for ask for permission, then i will be for him agaaain.

Suddenly, when i asked for permission The rain Fell down HEAVILY AGAIN. (yes, again. it was stop before)

Dear Mr Rain,

Why are youu? why did you fall on my birthday??!@#$%^&*!?

Slowly.. rain fell slowly.. drizzle. yes, drizzlee!!

i called my boyf asked where he was and we decided to meet in front of my home and we would go to somewhere~

shortstorylee we went to cinema and watched iron man II i swear, i don't understand about the story but my boyf do. ah ya i know maybe bcause i haven't watched Iron man I -_-"

after watched the movie, we went to bookstore to buy ma brother's stationery for his exam.

in the bookstore, my father called me and said where i was and he would follow me to bookstore.

aa F. i still with my boyf by the way. i decided to tell my boyf and he understood me.

finally he got back home and me with my family and called my friend who be in the same mall -,-

the end.

WAIT!!

The story wasn't stop just like it. It was so flat if i end the story,i would tell you more.

Like i said before, my boyf gave me extraordinary things inside the pack. there are a big couple of doll and card.

"..well, i give you mickey and minnie bcause i want you and me can be like that who everlasting and happily ever after.."-yogie

and the card, that he gave for me, it's so precious. full of beautiful words, full of creativity, full of struggle ( ya i know he made it with so much effort ).

he made this by his self, inside the card there's a paper that really beautiful with his handwriting, and behind the card, with black background and pencil he wrote amazing words. he made this card with beautiful ornaments inside and deep meaning for me.

( i won't publish what he writes, it's mine and his. ;) )

"..I hope you get the best 15 in your life.."-yogie

you say those are 'only' but i say those are sweetest thing.

by the way, he is first and last person that gimme congratulation phrase.

at 00.00 am he said congratulation for me via text. and he is the first.

and at almost 00.00 pm ( end of 2nd may ) he texted me again, and gimme congratulation again. he is the last. he is the first and he is the last one.

"02 may 2010 will be end,its time to me in the last time for saying happy birthday my cher, dinta.for the more times, i just hope the best for your 15"-yogie

end.

it was the best 15 birthday for me. 15 just once, and you made it more special.

i close my eyes sleep on my bed.

hugged my new friends that he gave for me.

i remind today's memories.

it was so beautiful.

i realized i am not dreaming.

it is reality.

beautiful reality, beautiful day.

i am older than before.

i am 15.

beautiful 15.

i turn off the light and close my eyes.

i cant see anything.

but i can see happiness in my heart.

i can see today's memories.

i still feel everything today.

i didn't realize iam flying.

i am flying.

when i wake up tomorrow

i hope i can be better than before.

a year later, two years later, 3 years later,

could i still feel like this anymore?

anyone can make me feel like this anymore?

i just be grateful about today.

thankyou for all the things today :).(meidinta rinda tania)

*ps:

I thank god for ur grace today

thank you so much mom and dad

thank you so much yogie

thank you so much friends

thank you for those who gimme congratulation

i can't reply all of ur kindness, but i love ya so much.

2010-04-16T06:40:00.000-07:00

wait me until the time when i can't be patient again. WAIT. seriously,i am furious. I want to punch you on your face. yes, iam so cruel. but i will NOT do it if you were not begin FIRST.

2010-04-13T07:05:00.001-07:00

kill me now if that can make your life brighter and you will be happy forever. kill me.

abnormal.

2010-04-12T06:33:00.000-07:00

have ya ever felt like EVERYTHING that you looked destroyed your mood just because ONE THING? ah, if ya ever, you are absolutely lyk me now. i hate something. it destroyed ma mood now. yanno its my minus point. I hate one thing but I wreak it to everything. everything seems so wrong in my eyes now. nothing true. ya, its ma bad habit. I wreak it to everything. everyone.

somepeople that didnt know me at all often missunderstanding about me ya, i really sorry. i never have an intention lyk that. But as time goes by, I try to kill tha bad habit.

guess what! ma body is gettin abnormal lately. you have to know :"(

Yesterday, I was touching my arm and I Rubbed it softly, suddenly blood fell down in my arms.. and it wasn't a bit.. its too much for me- that never felt it before IN that Situation. I didnt do anything that made my arm became bloody. I just rubbed it softly. It was so abnormal.

I was so shocked why did it come SUDDENLY?

Ohya, It has rather night. I have to do ma asshitments. and study fo the examS.

I havent touched ma book lately,

Gutten nitten.

@Deentha

2010-04-02T12:54:00.000-07:00

i dont know where i must go. i dont have any place to tell my story. i need no one . and no one needs me. i am nothing. i am rubbish. am just spamming this world. am getting sick, it has 3 days i am crying every night . am absolutely dont want. i just reassure my self i am stronger. iam stronger. im stronger than i was. but in fact, i realized i cant force antyhing. everything meant to be. I cant force anything. i must accept situation that i am who ia. am not them who are strong who can face everything.

I just feel everybody’s changing but i dont know why. i miss the old days. I miss The old’s everyone. I miss their ways to make me feel happy . I miss Laughs. I miss all the things so much. I cant Lie my heart . I just hesistaned with all, anyone still love me? anyone wanting me beside your self ? anyone still wanting me to accompany his days ? i just feel like no one needs me. no one needs me. i dont know who’s still love me? i feel like everyone escapes his self from me :"(

I just need time to calm my heart so that i non active my handphone for a day for a night, i tweet crying emoticon without explains, that absolutely i can’t explain what iam feeling i feel really blue. i absolutely dont know why. seriously.

I feel like everyone’s ,missunderstanding about me. I dont have a goal to mean it but everybody means that.

ah,i miss the old :”(( I really miss the old.

I just tried to not care so much with my self with my heart with my feeling but i know i Can not :”(((( I try to not explain what iam feeling but i know I cant :”(

Idont want to become so blue :”( iam crying when night comes . No one knows. moreover if i listen to you'll always be my baby david cook i really2 mean that,

My tears fall down if i type my feeling that i cant tell here , but, You know that every night comes.. i feel so blue :”((((

2010-04-02T12:44:00.001-07:00

2010-04-02T08:12:00.000-07:00

I HAVE BRIGHT FUTURE :)

New Bangs bangs

2010-03-27T06:08:00.000-07:00

my bangs was getting too long yesterday. and i really didnt comfortable with that. so, i decided to cut my bangs today and tadaaaa..! that's my new bangs ;33

more than 25 things i love

2010-03-25T08:43:00.000-07:00

hello friends. i dont know why if holiday comes, my mood to post my blog is too much,too big. like now ;D and if schoolday comes.. my mood to post this blog still as big as when holiday, but.. I can't do eventhough i really want. yup, i absolutely hate school day. i cant sleep overnight with free assignments or examination, I cant do anything i want, I cant wake up at 3pm ... (yap. its my behaviour when holiday comes.) aah, schoolday is so fuckin bad unless no teacher in the school no activities in the school no lesson in the school no bring so many books to the school there are just so many friends in the school waiting us. school becomes fuckin heaven :)

I just blogwalked yesterday and i found so-so many really amazing blog outside, aa envy me when i saw them. i think mine's big big nothing, but iam proud with what i have :) i just hope someday,when somepeople visit mine, they would say mine is really amaze hihihi.

Ok, today is thursday. and today is holiday. i spent most of my times today in my home.

like i said in my twitter this afternoon,

I love my home. I miss waste so much times with my self. alone. Listen to the music alone, Dream about anything,alone. and did some funny things alone. and let my creativity control my self. i miss those. and i did it today;D woo-hoo! I think, Kesendirian bukanlah Kesepian. . We often feel Empty-ness In crowd situation. kita merasa sepi walau banyak orang disekitar kita. I think Sendiri bukan berarti sepi. kita hanya butuh waktu untuk mencoba mengenal diri kita sendiri letika kita lagi sendiri.

what i was doing today?

i made some videos and you know what! it's really big big nothing hahaha i just too shy and i dont have a braveness to upload it ! let it be mine and no one would watch it unless me and god ;p ( but i doubt and fairly wanna upload it before.. but when i think 999th times.i think it would be ma biggest mistake if i publish my video hahaha)

I'd like to make somepeople become curious, but for this time im not ;p so i give you all a lil bit part from those videos ;p ;p (click to enlarge )

hahaha dari bagian bagiannya aja udah gak enak apalagi video nya -_-"

Ohya, I Realized that today is 25th march sooo.. i want to tell you MORE 25 things i love haha (ya, i kno ganyambung emang -_-') i dont force you to read, its just for fun i havent sleepy yet and i wanna type so mcchxzzh worddggxcss

1. i love my mom--> the best mom eveerr ever forever

2. i love my father--> the greatest father everr everr foreverr

3. i love my brother--> walaupun kita sering berantem tapi gue sayang banget sama lo.

4. i love ALL ALL ALL OF MY FRIEENDSS tanpa terkecualiiiii!!--> love love love

5. i love my grandmother--> the kindest woman in this world.

6. i love my big big family--> ga ada keluarga terasik keluarga gue haha love love

7. i love my boyfriend--> moch mochyogie love love

8. i love my teacher--> they never tired teach me no matter how stupid iam

9. i love ALL ALL my ex-maids-->where are you guys!?! rumah berantakan bgt sekarang semenjak ga ada lo semua :'((

10. i love my room--> the best place ever

11. i love my home--> tempat gue berlindung

12. i love my junior high school's life ---> i miss everything abt jhs "'(

13. i love my future---> im sure my future's Bright ;)

14. i love my school dari tk sampe sekarang.--> sekolah adalah tempat terbaik sepanjang masa.

15. i love internet--> gue ngga tau jadi apa gue kalo ngga ada ini. gue gapernah ngelewatin seharipun ngga ada internet.

16. i love listen to the music--> everything.

17. i love indonesia--> love love

18. i love all the things that god given for me--> looovvve.

19. i love accoustic---> can you teach me?

20. i love travelling--> wanna travel w me?

21. i love holiday--> who's not?

22. i love sleeping--> surga dunia

23. i love smiling--> semua berawal dari senyuman :)

24. i love writing--> whos know gue pernah bikin banyak karya hahahahhahahahaha

25. i love taking photos--> girls meant to be

26. i love long fingers--> long fingers can protect us from everything :") long fingers can protect us warmly. girls, who dont love it?

27. i love warmness--> i think.. everybody loves

28. i love teenagers giggle--> tentu daripada nenek2?

28. i love chatting--> ha-ha-ha

29. i love dreaming--> cuma dalem mimpi kita bisa nemuin mimpi kita jadi kenyataan. realita kadang bikin sakit

30. i love fashion--> girls meant to be

31. i love shopping--> girls meant to be

32. i love my cell phone,ipod,everything.--> absolutely.

with love,hugs,

im out.

Dinta

BORED.

2010-03-24T07:35:00.001-07:00

OK HELLO GUYS! YOU KNOW WHAT. I AM BORED TO THE MAX. I HAVE TYPED SO MUCH WORDS BUT SUDDENLY I DELETED IT. HA-HA-HA I DONT HAVE ANY WORD TO PUBLISH TO SHARE AND I DONT KNOW WHAT SHOULD I TELL TO YOU ALL? SO I UPLOAD SOME MAD PHOTOS AND YOU CAN SEE GUYS, HOW SILLY I AM. HA-HA. I AM TOO LAZY TO READ MY TWITTER TIMELINE, OPEN MY FACEBOOK, LISTEN TO THE MUSIC, WATCH TELEVISION. WATCH DVD HAA-HAA CAN YOU HELP ME TO GET ME OUT FROM THIS BOREDNESS?? MY HANDPHONE DOESNT RING. WHAT SHOULD I DO GUYYSS? I WATCHED AT CINEMA WITH MY PALS TODAY AND IT WAS RATHER HAPPY BUUT, WHEN I GOT HOME I FEEL RATHER BADDMOOD BUT IT WAS NOT MUCH LIKE I AM FEELING NOW. ITS TOO MUUCCH TOO MUCCH. AND I HAVENT FELT SLEEPY YET. OK, GOOD BYE FRIENDS GOODNIGHT PALS. AM JUST SPAMMING IN MY BLOG.

CHECK THIS GUYS, BRING ME TO THIS TIME. AM NEVER GET BORED.

http://hyperrbolangnyangsang.blogspot.com/2010/01/holiday.html

nca & dinta: Bangkok thailand ;3

2010-03-24T05:14:00.000-07:00

nca & dinta: Bangkok thailand ;3

quickyupdate

2010-03-05T07:46:00.000-08:00

Hello bloggers! kali ini gue sekedar mau Qquick update aja, tau ga si kalo dari 3 bulan yang lalu postingan yang bener2 penting dan bener2 pengengue ceritain dan bener2 'postingan' yang banyak gambar dan bener2 gue pengen post masih jadi DRAFT. ya karena untuk mempost itu butuh waktu yang lama buat mengupload foto dan benar2 menceritakanny ahhahaha jadi belom sempet gue post but i promise, asap guys! XDsebenernya gue punya-banyak-banget-waktu-sangat-0berlebih buat nge update itu karena guess what ! GUE 5 HARI LIBUR SEKOLAAH MEEN DAN BESOK MASUK HARI KEEMPAT tapi apa yang malah gue lakuin ? maen dan tidur dan online dan bengong yang paling dihabisin waktu gue adalah tidur dan online bayangin gue bisa tidur 12 jam sehari! HAHAHHA online juga paling sering twitter, gue untuk sekarang lagi lebih suka mikro blogging gitu lebih simpel dan gampang update dan banyak responnya juga haha dan ditambah lebih banyak yang liat kali ya hahhaha yang belum follow gue di twitter ini klik disini .

Dan beberapa hari ini juga gue jadi sering chatting hahhahha chattingnya sama satu orang yang sama lagi ngga ada yang lain sama pacar gue doang ini semua gara2 hp nya dia trackball (asik) nya rusak yang katanyagara2 gue hahaha jadi gak bisa dipergunakan dan guesswhat gue sama dia tadi malem ngobrol sampe jam 4 pagi HAHHAHA sumpah gila abis emang

ohiya hari ini gue stay at home aja doong wedeh anak baik2 ga keluar rumah ngerem kali gua di rumah hari ini baru bangun jam setengah satuan terus pala rada pusing juga kan ya, temen gue ngajakin ngumpul tapi pala gue rada pusing jadi gue ga ikut jadi..... dirumah tadi gue emang iseng gada kerjaan bosen mau ngapain akhirnya tadi gue foto-foto gajelas hahhaha ade gue mana nyebelin banget bangetan lagi tadi haha

here these photos ;3

Tau ga? tadinya gue mau upload banyak foto tapi karena internet nya lamaaa banget ini aja fotonya mesti gue kompres berapa ratus kb dulu biar bisa masuk sini kalo ga lamaaa banget jadi gue masukin cuma dua hehe

ok, goodnight folks goodbyee.

@deentha.

ga bisa tidur.

2010-02-19T12:03:00.000-08:00

its almost morn and am still awake. I dont feel sleepy anymore. I dont do anything. im just shuffle-ing my ipod. jam 4 tadi gue 'tidur siang' sampe jam setengah 9 malam baru keluar kamar buat makan jam 9 udah gitu tidur2an eh ketiduran sampe jam setengah 12 dan....melek sampe sekarang. i know it isn't good behaviour. iseng supaya beban pr berkurang i did chemist hw barusan and im done with 'em! yay! XD
bytheway, today's 20 feb 2010. hmm anything special? (for me) Absolutely yes !
me, 3months with my boyf. (actually) im waitin my boyf says anywords to me or just happy anniv dinta. ahaha but it doesnt come. hehe no probs.
i just happy can through so many times with him. i just happy could spend so many times with him. i just happy when he could make me smile. i just happy when he texted me. i just happy when we laugh togetha. but i hate it when he made me so damn miss him. Aa i cant force my self to lie when it comes.

He is the one. he is the one that i love. i hope so he does.

happy anniv 3 months ma bloved,dinta.

if you are not the one

2010-02-06T00:27:00.000-08:00

If You're Not The One lyrics

Songwriters: Bedingfield, Daniel;

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?

If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?

If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?

If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings

But I know you're here with me now

We'll make it through and I hope

You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?

If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?

If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?

If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away

But I know that this much is true

We'll make it through and I hope

You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with

And I pray that you're the one I build my home with

I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong

That it takes my breath away

And I breath you into my heart

And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right

And though I can't be with you tonight

And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

good song, good lyrics, absolutely look like what's on my mind. my heart.

2010-02-05T06:46:00.000-08:00

im sure i have choose the right man. im never ever hesistaned. i hope you so. i dont mind you trust me or not,i just type what's on my heart. i just said it from deepest heart. i didnt have feelin' to another boys such as my ex or whoever they are. i just love you. and you know what i mean, you know 'who are you' deeply,i say sorry for these words that look like 'mawkish' teenager. i just wanna make you sure with me. i dont ever know why are you. i dont ever know what was my fault.i just want we through so much joys everyday,we start find it together.i dont even know what were you feelin. honestly, i reeelleee2 confused with ur behaviour that's not like usual. hello why are you?. sorry for my minus points. i cant be perfect lyk you want. im only human that often do many mistakes and i hope you can help me to make it better. to improve it. tell me what do ya want. i'll try to be like you want.

Bangkok thailand ;3

2010-01-09T04:56:00.000-08:00

Hello ma blogpals! Hows yer holidaay? I hope your holiday much of joys same lyk i did yesterday ;D liburan kali ini gue sama keluarga liburah ke bangkok - thailand ;DD guess what! it was wonderful place! you can find all you want and all you need there XD you can find so much much beautiful places, so much cheap and sweet things, so much of joys aaAA actually i need more holiday there C; but i know i cant, maybe next time,or next holiday ;p thats all bcause school, ya you know what, i was absent for 4 days just because holiday in bangkok yesterday but i never regret bcause it ;P

Ok, Let me to show you what i did!

Hari pertama, gue berangkat dari rumah sekitar jam 7 pagi karena pesawat take off jam 9 dan nyampe di Suvarnabhumi Bangkok int'l airport sekitar jam 12 siang

abis nyampe dari bandara, driver yang ada disana udah nunggu di meeting point, terus tanpa buang waktu, nyokap gue langsung ngomong ' we go to chatucak market first ! ' ke drivernya hahhahha padahal kita belom juga check in hotel naro koper dan sebagainya pokonya shopping number one lah ahhahhaha

fyi, chatucak market itu kaya weekend market gitu jadi bukanya cuma hari sabtu dan minggu aja gue nyampe hari sabtu disana jadi gak aneh kalo nyokap gua langsung kesana orang 2 hari doaang ahhahha dan sumpah ya, di chatucak barangnya lucu lucu bangeeeetttt sumpaaaahhh! gak puas banget rasanya 2 hari disana ngiterinnya gede banget, pas pertama kesana gua diberintiin sama drivernya di area yang pet shop pet shop gitu, soalnya kan pasar chatucak gede banget, gua dituruninnya di tempat pet shop -,- dih apa bangeet kata gua ini tempat bau banget sumpah pas di pet shop banyak binatang ular ular gede anjing anjing binatang binatang pada di jualin gua geli banget ngeliatnya apalagi pas ngeliat uler gede warna kuning ya allah gua udah mau mati aja rasanya,

akhirnya udah keluar dari area pet shop gua udah menemui titik titik teraang (asik) gue udah masuk ke area baju baju segala macem AAaaa kata gua ni tempat etnik abis barang barang nya tapi sumpah yang ga tahan di ini tempat pasti ga tahan abis, panas bangeet. fyi, bangkok lebih panas dari jakarta sumpaah panas abisss. ohiya satu dari yang gue dapet di chatucak sepatu ini ;3 hehhehe

abis dari chatucak market sekitar jam setengah enaman udah mau tutup,gue balik dan check-in apartement dan sumpaaaaaahhhh lo harus tauu disini gue BUTA HURUUUP -,- liat aja nih kaya gini semua tulisannyaa -,-

ya mana gua ngertiii -,-

paling ini nih gua ngerti

PALING INTINYA GABOLEH NGEROKOKKK HAHHAHHA -,-

Lanjut, abis dari chatucak kan gue check-in, gue nginep gak di hotel di apartement soalnya yang ikut ada 2 keluarga lagi, keluarga temennya bokap gue jadi biar murah hahhahha terus gue nginepnya di piyavan tower, ini view kota bangkok yang gue ambil dr kamar hehe

terus hari pertama gue ga kemana mana lagi tuh rada capek soalnya mau kemana mana lagi cuma ke chatucak sama check in aja, paling malem nya ke sebrang apartement ada kaya toko toko gitu dikit starbucks semacamnya dan ada kaya minimarketnya gue beli aja makanan aneh aneh yang pake bahasa thai hahhhaa terus sempet juga ngambil foto di depannya

yang gue masukin di blog foto nyokap aja deh hehhe

Lanjut hari Kedua, pagi pagi gue udah bangun tuh,abis solat shubuh sama mandi, gue, nyokap sama tante gue ke baiyoke sky hotel. kira kira jam 7 an. yang laen ga ikut cuman bertiga aja. gue belom sarapan belom ngapa ngapain tuh langsung mandi dingin dingin dan langsung berangkat. di deket baiyoke ada banyak makanan makanan aaAA mau makan semua gua rasanya tapi kebanyakan makanan disana babi semua,orang jarang banget yang gua liat make cap halal. gak ada yang gua liat malah, yang ada cap kepala babinya banyak. serius. jadi di bangkok gua kalo makan susah juga mau makan apa2 harus nyari yang halal di tempat makan muslim. paling makannya kari kari an disana ahahha. di deket baiyoke gue beli roti sandwich aja sama minuman dingin kaya coffee coffe gitu dan sumpah itu coffee nya enak abis sumpah seger abis enak banget murah banget juga harganya cuman 20 bath, 1 bath nya 300 perak kalo dirupiahin cuman 6000 perak dan itu enak bangeett sumpah.

terus abis dari baiyoke, gue lanjut ke chatucak market (lagi) hahhahha, sumpah dah itu tempat surga belanja abiss tauga, sangking semangatnya gua kesana gua belom makan apa apa cuma makan roti seiprit sama coffee gua langsung ke chatucak ampe jam 2 gua belom makan apa apa lagiiiii. mana lo harus tau bangkok itu panas banget sumpah lebih panas dari tangerang jakarta bayangin aja mana chatucak gede banget ya allah, di tengah jalan perut gua udah sakit udah keram aja tuh tapi masihgua tahan, terus pas ditengah jalannya lagi pala gua udah pusing, mata gua udah kunang kunang tiba tiba mata gua putih semua terus gua bilang sama nyokap gua " mah mata dinta kunang kunang pusing " gua udah gatau harus gimana lagi. kuping gua udah bindeeng aja gabisa denger apa apa lagi. ya allah gua hampir pingsan 3 % doang kesadaran gua -__- akhirnya gua dikasih tempat duduk disuatu tempaatt.... dan ditolongin sama enci enci toko -,- hahhaha ya allah itu encik encik toko baik bangeet ngets ngets sumpaaah terus tiba tiba ada bapak bapak entah datang darimana ngolesin gua balseeemm huaaaa malaikaat gua diolesin balsem ama orang thailand bapak bapak penjaga tokoo huauauhehehe akhirnya lagi setengah sadar gitu ye, gue ditinggaaaal ama ema gua belanja, yaallah tegabet ini nyokap guaa, lagi setengah sadar gitu katanyokap gua " din, mama belom dapet apa apa nih mama belanja bentar yah setengah jaam aja setengah jaam " nyatanya gua ditinggal berjam jam sendiri setengah sadar di negara orang yang gua gatau bahasanya -,- kalo terjadi apa apa sama guaa..mana gua gabawa passporrrtt aaA gila bener emang nyokap gua teganya paraah.

terus gua beli aja orange juice ahhaha sumpaah itu seger bangeet panas panas enak bangeets.

Puas di chatucak market pas siang, malamnya gua ke siamparagon hihi Paragon nya sama aja kaya paragon yang ada di malaysia tapi kalo gue lebih prefer paragon yang di bangkok ;33 di deket siamparagon ada centralworld tapi gue ga sempet took photograph there D:

Hari ketiga,

Gue beli kaya sedikit snack-snack gitu kali yah beli kripik kripik khas bangkok gitu yang terbuat dari durian tapi pas gue makan sih sama aja perasaan kaya kripik indonesia -_-" hahaha apa beda kata gue tapi lumayan sih beli lumayan banyak buat oleh oleh temen2nya nyokap gue kalo temen2 guesi gue beliin aja apa yah haha

seperti yang kalian semua tahu bangkok terkenal sama durennyaaa nah ada satu tempat di bangkok namanya apa yah gue lupa waktu itu pernah dikasih tau nyokap gue, nyokap gue tiap ke bangkok pasti ke tempat itu, jadi di tempat itu kita bisa makan buah SEPUAS PUAS PUASNYA ada Segala macem buah seger2 terutama duren buah naga semuanya cuma dengan bayar berapa gue lupa juga tuh, Naaaahh TAPIIII pas gue liburan kesanaa.. ternyata LAGI. GAK. MUSIM. DANG. kesel banget gue pas di kasih tau supirnya kaya gitu. jadi gue gak kesana tapi gue beli duren bangkok dong hahaha gede abis parah. nah yang diatas ini penjualnya ganyante abis hahaha

Terus abis dari beli kripik2 an dan duren, gue lanjut mau ke Nongnooch Pattaya tuh kan, eh tapi kita diajak ke silverlake dulu sama supirnya ;3 what a kind boy he is! sebelumnya kita belum tau kalo ada silverlake itu. tadinya kita diajak ke gunung apa dulu gitu deket silverlake tapi kita2 pada gamau -_-" hahaha capek men ke gunung gunung

abis dari Silverlake, gue ke Nongnooch Pattaya ada kaya pertunjukan2 gajah dan pertunjukan tari2an khas thailand gitu disana ajegilee pas gue denger lagu pengiring tariannya kenapa mirip kaya lagu tradisional indonesia yah haha apa kuping gue yang rada salah gue gangerti tapi temennya bokap gue juga bilang kaya gitu hahaa gatau deh ya, pokonya kebudayaan indonesia tetep yang nomer satu buat gue ;3. Nah, pertunjukan2 nya itu ada jadwalnya sambil nunggu jadi jalan2 dulu deh yaa disana,nongnooch tempatnya oke banget ;}

udah dari Nongnoocch, gue lanjut ke pattaya city. pas nyampe pattaya city.... BATRE KAMERA GUE HABISSS. Dang Dang Dang. kesel abis men akhirnya gue foto pake kamera orang tuh ya kan -__- itu juga cuman sekali mana gitu lagi hahaha

kacrut abis gua HAHAHA

abis dari pattaya, semuanya pada laper tuh jadi nyari makan dan sumpah, nyari makanan halal itu lumayan susah disini soalnya disini kebanyakan babi semua, jadi kita nyari restoran islam akhirnya alhamdulilah dapet sekalian numpang sholat juga disitu hahaa eeh ternyata skitar situ deket2 pattaya pusat2nya banci banci hahaha jadi banyak banci bertebaran tuh disana mana kan pulangnya udah malem2 tuh, banci2 pada banyak banget disana pas gue jalan pulang dari pattaya gitu banci-banci yang-sumpah-mirip-abis sama cewe dan cantik cantik, gue sama banci aja cantikan bancinya kalihahaha banci thailand emang top abis, udah mana disana kan banyak club2 malam ada yang nari striptis keliatan lagi dari luar haha seru deh pokonya liat keindahan kota bangkok pas waktu malem

next,lanjut hari Keempaattt!

Hari Keempat gue pergi ke Grandpalace, Wat Pho, Vinmanek Mansion, dan Suanlum Night.

Dont ya see? i wore weeirrrdd cloth on my waist such a skirt. nope nope it's NOT a Skirt. i wore legging inside- and actually I Wear chocolate Legging that absolutely not weird lyk a picture above, until... a security call me 'HEY!' and he said that i was not available to wear legging in grandpalace. so, those officers asked me to wear that cloth and i was NOT available to refuse it. poor me. but i think it sounds uniqe -_-", doesn't ittt??

ok, after grandpalace ngue pergi ke Wat phoo!! yup. wat pho tempat Buddha tidur. first impression guepas liat buddha tidur .. Anjrit ternyata lebih besar daripada yang gue bayangkann,

who's beside me by the way ? ;p

Dari wat phoo gue ke vinmanek mansion, disana gue diceritain tentang sejarahnya vinmanek ini dulunya tempat tinggal rajanya thailand terus kan kedalemnya, diceritain tentang sejarah barang2nya cerita cerita nya semua, pas ada seperangkat alat makan banyak warna warni, pelayannya bilang katanya ini digunainnya ada jadwalnya kalo hari senin warna ini selasa warna ini buseet enak bener jadi ratu bisa nyesuain warna, terus juga diceritain tentang wanita pertama yang dapet sim pada masa itu di sana pokoknya banyak deh yang diceritain haha ada juga tombol nyalain lampu yang umurnya udah beratus ratus tahun.. wah banyak deh

Malemnya abis dari Vinmanek, gue ke suanlum night hehee

Hari Ke Lima, gue ke tempat buat beli beli onderdil motor balap katanya kalo di bangkok lebih murah dan lengkap, Om gue suka banget gitu2 jadi beli disana dan nanti barangnya tinggal dikirim ke Indonesia naaah abis beli itu, ke Platinum buat belanja lagi ya tuhan platinum juga surga belanja abis. abis dari platinum kita ke siamparagon lagiii buat beli barang yang demi- gue pengen pengen pengen banget sumpah pas gue kesana pertama kali barangnya kata tante gue yang udah beli duluan masih ada tapi pas gue balik kesana buat yang kedua kalinya, barang itu udah gak ada udah terjual dan gak ada lagi :'( anjirr nyesek gue tapi gapapalah, bukan rejeki berarti

Hari Keenam, Ini Hari terakhir.

gue gasempet kemana mana lagi. cuma ke platinum setengah jam terus langsung ke Bandara.

Ok, Thats all. gue bakal merindukan bangkok. One of the greatest holiday ever. gue belom pernah ke Bangkok sebelumnya dan pengalaman gue kali ini ngundang gue buat pergi kesana lagi haha tapi mungkin lain waktu ;3

segitu aja postingan gue, sorry banget baru di post. postingan ini udah ketunda dari sekitar 4 bulanan yang lalu, harusnya gue post waktu awal bulan januari hahaha but blame it on school (alasan) oke, sekarang udah jam 2 malem gue baru aja sembuh dari sakit sabtu kemaren gue ke dokter gara gara sakit itu karena gue nakal tidur sok sok an jam setengah empat pagi sistem kebut semalam gara gara ulangan ekonomi tuh haha

btw tanggal 20 kemaren gue 4bulan sama cowo gue,gue seneng banget bisa sama dia terus. doain aja semoga terus dan seterusnya akan begini yaaa hehe

Out Folks,

Dinta

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2009 2010 beep beep

2009-12-23T05:17:00.000-08:00

Hello blog.

im speechless.

so much words that i wanted to write here but i dont know how do i begin to writee XD?

Ok, i'll try.

First,

I feeel soo happy todaaay XDD guess what! I got rank number 8 in my class XDD oh god, it seems so impooossiblee! Bcause i guess i would get rank most beneath in my class before. I thank god! I really2 Thank god, it was unapproximate by me before ;)).

hm ok, actually it wasnt a point im here to.

Ok, berhubung tahun 2010 tinggal menghitung jaaamm, dan tahun 2009 udah mau berakhir ( actually im sad to end this year :'(( ) , gue mau flashback tentang hal hal yang udah gue lalui di tahun 2009 ini . pals, sebenernya gue sed

ih ninggalin tahun 2009 ini . why ? why ? i swear, gue ngerasa banget tahun ini tahun keberuntungan gue. yaa just a lil bit kesialan. buat it just a lil bit. I love this year . I LOVE 2009. ini tahun keberuntungan gue gue ngerasa banget. tapi waktu terus berjalan, apapun tahunnya, jumlah angkanya, gue percaya semua akan menjadi keberuntungan kalo kita percaya semua itu adalah anugerah dari tuhan yang selalu memberi yang terbaik buat diri kita ;'))

hmm, ok, lets start! X)

akhirtahun 2008,menjelang tahun 2009, gue bikin planning buat tahun 2009 yang harus gue capai. ini dia list nyaaa.. hahahhaha

ini potekan kertasnya ahhahahha ( i wrote it on my notes! yap my notes! not my diary -.- which is often i bought to the school and my friends have a freeway to read it. dasar gatau malu lo din )

I wrote like this : ( tanpa perubahan sama sekali. ga ada kata kata yang gue rubah!)

hey! my name is dintha.

I have plans in 2009 ;)

2009 plan :

- Dintha harus belajar sungguh2 tiap malem!

(in fact ; sungguh sungguh apaan -,- belajar sambil maenan hp haahhahha)

- Dintha harus serius belajar

( in fact ; alhamdulilah gue serius belajar waktu smp ampe malem gue jabanin pas smp demi nem bagus hahhaha)

-Dintha ga boleh mikirin apa apa lagi selain belajar!

(in fact ; PREET ABIS nih plan gue yang ini jelas gabisa lah ahhahha)

- Dintha harus matiin hp tiap malem

(in fact ; makin dilarang makin dimaenin )

- DINTHA HARUS DAPET SMA YANG TERBAIK !

(in fact ; ALHAMDULILAAH, I GOT IT ! XD )

- Dintha HARUS dapet NEM yang tinggi !

(In fact ; Alhamdulilah, I got it too XD )

- Dintha harus bisa merubah sifat menjadi lebih baik lagi !

(in fact ; gatau deh nih ya ini tercapai atau tidak ahha)

- Tinggalin yang namanya Chatting,facebook,dan yang lain lainnya

(in fact; makin dilarang makin jadi. )

- harus menghargai waktu ! jangan sampe ngebuang waktu untuk hal yang gak penting !

(in fact ; ini dia yangga bisa gue rubah dari dulu, gue sering ga menghargai waktu . ngebuang waktu buat sesuatu yang sama sekali gak penting. melamun paling sering.)

- GAK BOLEH NGELIAT ITU LAGI !! HARUS DINTAA !!

(In fact: HAHHAHHAHAHA ABSOLUTELY I GOT IT! I HAVENT SEE IT AGAIN SINCE 1ST JANUARY 2009 XDD standing appls for mee hahaha )

- HARUS Rajin solat! Nginget ALLAH SWT dan Allah swt selalu ngeliat apa yang kita lakukan.

( in fact ; im trying ;)) )

- Ga boleh ngecewain orang tua !

( In fact ; i always try mom , dad. justbecause them i have enthusiasm life in this world, they're purpose i sacrifice in this world i love them so much ;') )

- Ga boleh kepengaruh sama hal2 yang negatif!

( In fact : hmm)

-Harus mempunyai teman di sma yang lebih baik lagi ! ;)

(in fact : alhamdulilah i got so many new friends, dan alhamdulilah gue ditempatin di 10.6 anak2nya asik abis ahhaha)

- 09.09.09 ATAU TANGGAL LAIN HARUS YAH DINT ! ;D

(ahhaha i didn't get it on 09.09.09 i got it on 14.03.09 and 20.11.09 what a beautiful day ;))) )

- SMA SMA SMA SMAA

yang jelas harus dapet SMA 1 !

(alhamdulilaah I GOT IT XD )

dinta pasti bisa! rencanain plan ini sampe semuanya berhasil! amien ya robbalalamiinn ;)

selesai.

the end.

udah sampe segitu aja yang gue tulis ahhahha and alhamdulilaaah, so many plans that i got ;) alhamdulilah banyak yang tercapai.tujuan gue banyak yang tercapai. alhamdulilah makasih banget ya allah

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F L A S H B A C K 2009

we would use timemachine. are you reaaaadddyyyy?

31 desember 2008 00.00

gue sama anak 9i ngerayain tahun baruan bareng bareng. awal tahun yang indah banget bisa ngerayain bareng bareng sama mereka, sumpah seru banget penuh ketawa bareng bareng semuanya. pas jam 12 malem nya kita gak tau itu udah tahun baruan belom sih ? terus nanya ama tukang warung "bang udah taun baruan belom sih ?" kata abang abanganya " udah dari empat menit yang lalu neeeng " hauhuahuhua

langsung deh pas udah tau udah tahun baru 2009 langsung kita semua semrot semprotan pake spray yang di pesta ulang tahun itu looh apa sih namanya yang kalo disemprot keluar benang ituu hahhaha kita semua semprot semprotan pake itu hahhaha semua rambut gue semuanya pada kena semua haha seru banget

terus si hans video pake handycam nya gina ditanyain satu satu apa harapannya di tahun 2009 yang paling gua inget gua ditanyain "mau dapet cowo yang kaya mimuts gak din ? " hahhahha masih jaman banget tuh mimuts.

kalo mau liat post gue tentang ini yang ehm,jadul bisa di klik disini.

pokoknya malam itu malam yang indah banget buat ngawalin tahun yang indah deh ahhaha

hari hari selanjutnya

gue lewatin dengan belajar main makan tidur belajar lagi belajar belajar belajar dan belajar buat satu tujuan. nem tinggi masuk sma bagus. udah itu aja yang gue mau. Ampe yang biasanya pelajaran kosong mah gue maen terus ini gue ampe manfaatin waktu banget gue malah belajar bawa soal soal gua HAHHAHHA RAJIN ABIS. abis ya men, gue takut nih kalo nem gua kecil terus dapet sma yang ga gua mau,. semua sma sama ajasi tapi gua takut aja gak masuk sma yang gua mau.

tapi gak belajar terus jugalah gue kelas sembilan, cuman nambah rajin aja dikit .Maen mah terus jalan terus ehm, Approachment juga tetep jalan HAHHAHHA ya, waktu itu gue lagi deket sama yang namanya 'you know who' lahh, sampeee waktu itu tanggal .....

14 maret 2009

gue jadian sama mantan gue yang itu, udah sering juga gue ceritain disini hahhaha jadi yaudahlah-_-

terus tanggal 19 April 2009 seminggu sebelum UN, gue ujian masuk sma taruna nausantara ahhaha jadi pas kelas sembilan itu gue belajarnya double, materi un iya masuk tarnus juga iya, tapi akhirnya setelah gue test di jakarta waktu itu,setelah lulus semua persyaratannyaa ternyata gue ga lolos men ahhahaha alhamdulilaaah, gue gatau deh kalo misalnya gue masuk situ apa jadinya gue nanti ya allah, di sma yang sekarang aja gue kaya giniii. abis saingannya banyak banget men sumpah. dari seluruh indonesia beribu orang bersaing yang kepilih cewenya cuman berapa biji ya jelas lah gua ga masuk lagian juga gua ga pingin di asrama, i just wanna make my parents proud of me if i get that.

terus tanggal 27 April 2009 sampe tanggal 30 April 2009 gue UN, tentang UN dan hasilnya juga udah gue ceritain disini kan hehe terus gak lama setelah UN, gue ulang tahun tuh tanggal 2 Mei 2009 gue bahagia banget tuh waktu itu banyak banget yang ngucapin seharian hp gue bunyi terus sayangnya waktu itu tuh hari libur jadi ga bisa ngerayain sama temen2 jadi gue sama keluarga ngerayainnya. tapi bete juga gue hari itu ada yang lupa gitu ngucapin padahal gue nungguin dan berharap dia yang pertama ngucapin tapi telat abis pas gue tanya kenapa alasannya dia malah ngelak yang gitu ahahhahhahha

terus juga tanggal berapa gue lupa gue perpisahan di sekolah dan perpisahan sama temen temen seangkatan dan sama anak 9i. sumpah hari perpisahan itutuh sedih banget :'(. gue ngerasa banget.

gue sedih banget ninggalin smp 1 beserta guru gurunya temen temennya, sumpah gue sedih banget :"( banyak banget banget 3 tahun kemaren kenangannya sumpah asik banget gue disana. dari kelas tujuh i , delapan c , sembilan i dan temen temen semua nya yang gak sekelas juga pokonya temen smp gue semuanya asik asik banget bener gue beruntung banget bisa ketemu mereka. tapi walaupun smp juga udah berakhir, kebanyakan dari temen2 deket gue pada satu sekolah juga sama gue ahaha alhamdulilah dan juga kita semua sering banget ngumpul.

terus pas tanggal berapa gue lupa,kan udah di bagiin nem tuh ya, nyokap gua nyuruh gua sekolah di 78 jakarta aja tapi kata bokap gue udah di 1 tangerang aja, akhirnya karena gak boleh akhirnya gue nyerahin nem gue di sma 1 dan alhamdulilah gue masuk sma 1 tangerang hehe.

Pas masuk sma 1, gue gak ikut pra mbs tuh gara gara gue liburan ke singapore - malaysia sama nyokap bokap ade gue. masa iya gara gara pra mbs gue gak jadi liburan. gue baru nyampe indonesia pas malem senen. gue belom tau barang apa aj ayang harus gue bawa. apapun. gue belom tau mana susah lagi nyari barangnya. sumpah itu pas nyampe abis magrib di rumah gue langsung nelfon2in temen gue yang juga pada sibuk semua, sumpah gue mau nangis banget waktu itu, akhirnya temen gue si Venia, rela rela in tuh malem malem gue kerumahnya padahal rumah gue sama dia jauh banget gue di islamic dia di royal-banjar wijaya hahhaha. malem malem tuh gue nyari barang barangnya ke pasar malem terus udah dapet barang2nya gue belom bikin SEMUAA barangnyaaa. padahal jam udah nunjukin jam 11 maleeemm. ya allah akhirnya gue begadang tuh ngerjain barang mbs. pas paginya gue ketiduran setengah jaam aaa terus barangnya udah selesai tuh padahal, gue akhirnya buru buru mandi pembantu gue gue marah marahin (sorry banget sumpah ) gue suruh ikut ke mobil nguncirin gua hahaha gatau deh itu bentuk gue kaya gimana orang nguncirnya juga gak liat kaca sama sekali terus pas udah nyampe tengah jalan , FAULT BOARD gua Ketingaaallaaaaaan aaa gua mau mati sumpah mana udah telat. udah gua nekat lanjut aja bodo amat, eeh pas nyampe sekolah gue telat ternyata, mana gak bawa fault board lagi ahahhaha mau mati gua sumpah.

pokoknya 3 hari itu seru capek seneng sedih nyiksa semuanya jadi satu. 3 hari itu gue gak tidur meen. Apalagi besoknya tes gitu makin gak konsen aja gua haa

terus hari hari awal di sma gue lewatin tuh,

aihalamakparahnyasumpah, awalnya tuh gak seru abis gila gue diem aja dikelas apa bangeet gua ngomong kalo ada butuhnya aja sumpah gue gabetah gabetah banget deh awal awalnya mana ada salahpaham dikit waktu itu ,terus udah mana tanggal 21 juli gua putus gara2 ldr mana kaya gitu, gue udah mau pindah aja gue nangis tuh sumpah males banget gue sekolah yang ada dipikiran gue tiap hari setiap gue bangun tidur 'gimana caranya gue bolos hari ini' 'aa gue mau bolos aja' 'gue gamau sekolah' Aih, males dah gue sumpah. Ampe gue bilang sama nyokap bokap gue kalo gue mau pindah ga betaaah, nyokap malah bilang 'kamu sih kan mama bilang di 78 aja' . tapi selang beberapa minggu, gue udah bisa adaptasi, sumpah itu rasanya beda banget ternyata anak2nya juga asik banget di kelas, malah sekarang gue betah banget ahhaa.

dan, ya allah makasih banget gue beruntung banget masuk 10.6 anak nya asikasik semuaa

terus gue jalanin kesininya ternyata asik banget, gue ngejalaninnya enjoy walaupun ya sumpah nilai gue semester 1 ini parah abis nilai guaa bener deh. nilai gue parah abis, tapi alhamdulilah ya allah gue masih dikasih ranking 8 di sma ahhaha

terus tuh tanggal 20 november 2009 gue jadian sama yogie hahaha seneng banget gue disitu dia baik banget, gue udah ceritain kan di postingan yang sebelumnya yang lucky day itu hehe pokonya im so glad he is mine hihi and i hope he is my favourite hello and hardest goodbye deh haha

Apalagi yah ? banyak kejadian yang i think that was 'Lucky Things' tapi gue lupa ahhaha yang jelas

Di Tahun 2009 ini alhamdulilah gue bisa

lulus smp dengan nilai yang baik

gue masih punya keluarga yang lengkap yang harmonis yang semuanya semuanya bisa bikin gue bahagia dan gue sayang yang wonderful yang the best yang great yang semuanya. kita cuma keluarga biasa tapi gue bahagia baanget gue seakan punya keluarga yang luarbiasa. gue bersyukur banget dilahirkan diciptakan sama allah dikeluarga ini. sumpah gue bersyukur banget punya orang tua dan adik kaya mereka :") aaah i lopyu pull

Gue punya temen temen yang great wonderful aaah semuanya :") gue sayang bangeeett. semuanya ada buat gue, semuanya bisa bikin gue ketawa, semuanya ngisi hari hari gue :")

Dan masih banyak temen temen gue yang ga wajah nya gak ada disini tapi gue sayang banget.

Alhamdulilah gue masuk sma yang gue inginkan. Alhamdulilah.

Gue dapet ditempatin kelas baru yang sama asik nya kaya sebelumnya asik abis

tahun ini liburan ke singapore dan malaysia sama keluarga gua

I got Really Kind bf and he is mine ;)

Alhamdulilah gue sehat sehat aja, ga ada penyakit kronis yang menimpa gua HAHA palingan panas panas biasa 2 hari juga sembuh sehingga gua bisa seperti ini

Hem apalagi ya? banyak nih yang masih diceritain tapi gua udah capek lu juga pasti capek bacanya kan hahaha

kesimpulannya,

2009 INDAH BANGET :") Actually i dont wanna end this yeaaaaaarr

2010 :

gue mau lebih baik dari 2009.

gue mau english gue lebih bagus lagi. gue suka iri men orang2 keren banget englishnya. gue mau lebih lebih lebih baik baiiiik lagi. amiiiin.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 I HOPE THE BEST FOR YOU AND ME :D

2009-12-22T01:38:00.000-08:00

Hello blogpals how are yoouu? long time no write here ;P lets blame it to the school, assignments, and exams they were killin me so. btw, i through many great experiences which unwrite in this blog hehe ok i'll tell you all about great events that recently passed by me . hmm no no no, not just me, there are

yes! we just passed that events togetha! Nca just came back to INDONESIA, from brunei and we celebrate it togetha! 3 days 2 nights!! I sweaarr, it really really great, sweet, unforgettable moments . i was really happy on those days ;DD i couldnt show you all, no words can describe how much our happiness ! we laugh togetha, we took photograph togetha, and did much funny things together! how much i misssssed that moments X) i was so happy spent many times with them X) they could make me happy as long as days.

ok, i wanna tell you more detail ;P

first, nca said that she wanted came back to indonesia after her exams finish ( and she said that she wass stress through exams but as a result she got rank number two in brunei! wow congrats to nca btw you're great! im proud of you X) ) and we were so happy to hear that ! and we planned what would we do when nca comes ? go to dufan ? swim at waterboom ? hmm so much plans that we planned. akhirnyaa yang jadi adalah menginap in my home selama dua hari semalam hahhaha hah? just 2 days? yap ! we planned just 2 dayss! but because miraclee (haha) we add one more night! but it didnt in my home, we moved from my home to bintaroo hahaha we called it party ( sok gaul ) in bintaroo! many events that we passed togetha on those days that cant i write here (why dint?)

i was so tired to type words to words haha i could show you all through my photo albums on facebook ;) yap! i was upload photos that can describe what we did ;D i think it's simple way isnt it ? you dont read my words (which you can find much fault in my grammar ) that so bored, you just see our photos ;) hihi

Im out,

@deentha

2011 2009 WHAT A LUCKY DAAAYY ;DD

2009-11-20T17:12:00.000-08:00

20112009 what a lucky day!

sumpah yaa hahhahaha kemaren tuh salah satu hari keberuntungan abis dalem hidup gue hahhaha gue ceritain deh nih ya

pertama pas pagi masuk sekolah GUE KESIANGAN MEN bayangin aja nih ya rumah gue jauh di islamic gue berangkat jam 06.15 padahal masuk sekolah jam 06.30 terus mana harus nganterin ade gue dulu lagi akhirnya bokap gue ngebut tuh ya lewat jalan tol terus nyampe sekolah jam 6.44 DAN GERBANG DITUTUP JAM 6.45 HAHHAAHA sumpah deh itu lucky banget gue gatau what would happened kalo hari itu gue kesiangan gaboleh masuk mungkin gue ga akan lucky seperti ini hehhehehe

terus juga ya pas hari itu tuh guru guru gue pada ke spore malaysia jadi pelajaran Kosoooong terus deh cuman ada praktek fisika doang hahhaha terus di kelas nonton film terus dapet sms dari gina

" din istirahat ke X3 yaa sendirian aja okee?'

terus gue bales

"takut ginn, pulang sekolah aja ya ginn"

"dih gue jemput deh okee?"

" takut gin bener deh sumpah di X6 aja gin yah yah yah "

terus ga di bales tuh sama gina terus kan gue nonton film sama anak X6 di kelas terus dari jendela gue liat si gina sama si yogie lewat depan kelas mau ke kantin gue panggil ginanya tapi ga kedengeran haha terus pas lagi asik nonton film laptop temen gue mati batrenya abis gara gara mau nge cas tapi bolongannya ga cukup udah dipake sama proyektor sama speaker yaudah deh penonton kecewa haha terus gue liat si gina sama yogie lewat lagi tuh di depan kelas terus gue panggil ginanya

"GINAA!"

tadinya kan gue mau nanya kenapa dia manggil gue ehh terus si gina nyuruh gue ke depan kelas

"din sini deh "

terus kan gue ke depan kelas yah ada si yogie hahahha kan gue malu yah abisnya gue sama anak2 tu di cengin terus sama dia hahhahha namanya orang di cengin kan BIASANYA jadi beneran HAHHAHHAHAHA terus gue gamau gamau tapi malu gitu hahhahha terus gue akhirnya keluar kelas tuh ya di luar kelas ada gue gina yogi eh terus si silmi sama si melisa akhirnya ikutan ke luar juga terus gue di panggil sama si yogie

"Dinta "

eh gue gatau kan mesti ngapain yaudah gue senyum aja anjrit gue gabisa ngomong deh gatau kenapa terus kan ya dari arah sana ada gerombolan anak X1 apa X2 gitu kalo gasalah mau ke ruang lab deh abis pada pake jas lab sih terus tiba tiba si yogie bilang ama gue sambil nundukin kepala gitu tell what he was feellin and you-know-what.

DEG.

ANJRIT.

SPEECHLESS abis gua.

Intonasinya cepet abis demi ya allah ga selow abis cepet abis demi deh cepet banget gue gabisa mencerna kata kata nya.

akhirnya gue senyumlangsung nengok kebelakang ke si silmi sama mel gue bilang "anjrit gimana doooong"

terus gue balik ke yogie lagi terus gue gatau mau ngomong apa yaudah gue senyum aja terus gue bilang "yaudah nanti pulang sekolah aja ya hehe "

terus dia balik ke kelas sama gina ke atas di silmi mel semuanya pada ngerubungin gua di depan X6 huaha gua gatau semuanya pada bilang cie cie pokonya sehari itu sehari penuh cie abis deh terus yang ada gue malah speechless gatau mau ngomong apa gatau mesti gimana gue kalo di itung seribu kali gue ngomong "GIMANA DOONG GIMANA DOONG " apalagi si silmi tuh katanya dia bosen banget denger gua ngomong itu hahhahhaa.

terus gua sms si kansa tentang apa yang barusan terjadi. terus dia LANGSUNG NELFON GUE DARI BRUNEI. haha SUMPAH BAIK ABIS. terus gue ceritain semua dia ketawa ketawa gue juga ketawa ketawa hahhaha mana pas gue lagi telfonan sama dia si silmi ngegangguin lagi teriak teriak "ncaa sumpah temen lu benga abis tu di dinta " pokonya teriak teriak dah gua jadi pusing terus kata si kansa bilang " eeh pulsa gue abis pulsa gue aaabisss " hahaha " di sms aje yee kita sms an" kata si kansa gitu eh terus emang dasar gua miskin gue jawab " Mahal sms an samalu sekali sms gope ke brunei TWITTER AJA YAA! " "okee " terus ditutup deh hahhaa

terus gue sama anak sepuluh enam duduk di depan kelas ngerubun ngomong2 haha tetep aja gue dengan satu pertanyaan "gimana doong " terus gue langsung buka twitter via dabr kan yaa ada mention dari nca dia bilang gini

@Deentha Lu bego jawab buruan ungkapin dah tu prasaan yang lama terpendam HAHAHAHAHA

si silmi langsung nyolong hp gua dia ambil secara paksa hahhaa

@ncaaaaa silmi bicara: SI DINTA EMANG BEGO 1500PERSEN HAHAHAHAHA GUA UDAH MAU TIMPUK AJA TAU GAAAK NANYA2 MULU MESTI JWB APAA BEGOOO

sekarang gua mengambil hak gua sendiri.

@ncaaaaa KANS TADI SILMI YG NGAMBIL DABR GUA HAHA SUMPAH LU BAIK ABIS NELP0N GUA DARI BRUNEI hua gmana dong

@Deentha Lu kalo dia berubah pikiran lagi gimana hayo. Tunggu apalagi nyuk, lu iya aja udah kaga usah jual mahal lagih!

@Deentha Buat silmi: iya gua tau dia padahal kan dalem hati udah iya ayo kawinnnn. Salah.

@ncaaaaa iya emang gue benga abis huaha tunggu nanti gua beritakan lagi

eh sumpah si @ncaaaaa baik abis hahaha

@Deentha gue nelp lu gara2 gua juga udah gregetan ya kelamaan ngetik. Buat silmi, udeh lu ajarin dinta speech dulu lah tu, biar ga malu2in

@ncaaaaa silmi: sumpah ini temen sebangku gua paling bego masya allah kaaans udah kek iya aja dia mah lamaaaaaa hahahaha

@Deentha kalo gue jd lo, gue bakal ngomong 'APAA? APA NGGA KEDENGERAN. LO NGOMONG APA TADI?' biar dia ngomong lbh pelan dan jelas.

@Deentha Gua udah tau lah ending nya ini mah HAHAHAHA

@ncaaaaa ya Allah hahaha nanti gua kabarkan lagi langsung pasti Hahaha

Pokoknya gue twitteran deh tuh ya sama si kansa di brunei hahhahaha terus kan gue praktek fisika tuh ya di lab fisika anak2 udah pada bikin gua takut pada bilang

"Hayulu dinta udah mau pulang sekolah hayulu!"

terus pas bel sekolah

"Cieee dinta udah pulang sekolah "

buset tekanan batin abis gua mau ngomong apa gue gatauuuuuuu haaaaaaa bengaa.

terus yaa akhirnya pulang sekolah tibaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........ gue udah ngeliat si yogie di tangga anjrit gue udah deg2 an sumpah terus ya gue masa ngeliat dia mau turun -,- hem gue kira gajadi yasudaaaeh terus si muti manggil yogi

" Yogi !" sambil nengok ke arah gue hhahhha

terus si yogie nya langsung balik badan nyamperin gue di depan X6 tuh kan dia berdiri huahaha anjrit gue deg deg an abis terus si yogie sama gue kan pertamanya diem tuh gue senyum senyum aja sumpah gajelas abis deh gue mau mengalihkan kemana hahahhadan sumpah ya kalo lo tau itu di depan X6 rame abis gatau kenapa biasanya ga rame apalagia anak2nya pada ngerubunin gitu lagi hua gua jadi malu abis beneran deh

terus si yogie manggil gue " Dinta"

gue ga ngomong, gue senyum terus gue tanya

"emang lo suka nya kenapa yog?"

dia jawab

" ya ya ya suka aja udah lama sebenernya "

terus diem.

dan keadaan rame banget lo harus tau In a rush abiss.

terus gue jawab

"yaudah " sambil gue senyum

"Mau apa engga?"

"iyah mau " (huaha gatau deh muka gue kaya apa waktu itu malu seneng semua campur jadi satu hahhaha)

"makasih yah" dia ngeliat gua.

"Iyah"

duaduanya sama sama speechless hahhahaha terus kan banyak orang disitu pada cie cie in demi dah sampe gue malu abis mana kan kelas gue depan tangga jadi orang yang lewat tangga itu juga pada liat huaha malu abis beneran sumpah tapi lebih banyak senengnya udah gitu kan gue ngadep belakang senyum2 eh terus langsung rame abis tuh pada nyalamin gue sama yogie HAHHAHAHHA

" cieee selamet yaa ciee selamet yaa " sumpah rame abis. si yogie gue liat muka nya merah banget sumpah gue juga gatau kayanya gue lebih merah daripada dia hahhhha.

gue gatau harus ngomong apa yang jelas gue seneng banget disitu ada temen temen gue ada semuanya ngasih selamat hahhaha kaya apaan kali.

terus udah tuh ya kan gue mau balik udah cukup seneng nya gue ngelewatin tangga sama temen2 gue si yogie nya kan kir tuh dia -,- terus di bawah tangga, di X7 anak anak yg dulunya 9L sama yang laennya rame lagi ngumpul, si gina teriak

"kriso! si dinta udah jadian sama yogie!"

buset anjrit itu langsung ke gua semua arahnya pada cie cie in terus pada ngasih slamet rame abis gila gua malu mana depannya kantin kan ya otomatis yang lagi dikantinjuga semuanya pada ngeliat huhuaha malu abis gua si silmi nanya gimana din tadi gimana? gimana gua bisa ngejelasin orang gue speechless abis terus gua mau ngelewatin kantin malu abis gatau kenapa gara2 tadiii.

terus pas pulang gue sama anak2 sembilan i ke summarecon buat nonton film 2012 huehehehe

terus akhirnya gue pulang ke rumah

dan terus apalagi ya yang gue mau ceritain pokonya banyak dan kemaren tuh asik abis bener deh <33>

and you know what , i really love him admire him i love his eyes i love everythings about him <33>

tau kan yang post gue sebelumnya yang lagu blackstreet sama tulisan2 yang ituu hahaha i confess that's declare for him huahahhaha jadi malu biarin deh yang liat blog gue dikit ini

in a rush - blackstreetboy

2009-11-11T07:03:00.000-08:00

baby i just want you to know this song is declare what i feel inside, for you hm i dont mind if you havent feel something like im feeling now i just want to create what im feeling all the words that juggling my mind nowwwwwwwwww

It came over me in a rush
When I realized that I love you so much
That sometimes I cry, but I cant tell you why
why I feel what I feel inside

How I try to express what's been troublin' my mind
But still can't find the words
But I know that something's got a hold of me

It came over me in a rush
When I realized that I love you so much
That sometimes I cry, but I cant tell you why
why I feel what I feel inside

Baby, some day I'll find a way to say
just what you mean to me
But if that day never comes along
and you don't hear this song
I guess you'll never know that...

It came over me in a rush
When I realized that I love you so much
That sometimes I cry, but I cant tell you why
why I feel what I feel inside

And when I say inside, I mean deep
You fill my soul with something I can't explain
It's over me

tulisan dr diary gua hhaha

2009-11-05T01:38:00.000-08:00

WORDS,no offense

2009-10-30T07:42:00.000-07:00

brain

2009-10-29T08:18:00.000-07:00

gue tau ini bukan saatnya buat gue untuk menangis . yea i know . my tears cant fall out but actually from deepest heart, im dissapointed,cried,hurt inside :"((

gue bukan anak yang pinter, ya gue tau

gue bukan anak yang selalu terdepan, ya gue tau

gue bukan anak yang dapet piala olimpiade bla bla bla semacemnya, ya gue tau

gue bukan anak yang sekali diterangin guru langsung ngerti semuanya , ya gue tau

gue bukan anak yang terpintar dikelas, ya gue tau

gue bukan anak yang punya IQ istimewa cerdas, ya gue tau

gue bukan anak yang selalu bisa berfikir jernih , ya gue tau

gue bukan anak yang bisa banggain orang tua dengan selusin penghargaan berkwintal kwintal piala, ya gue tau

pls dont ask me why im became stupid now, actually that is true

pls dont trust if someone said that im clever :"( that was dishonest!

i couldnt understand wht my teacher gve to me :'( yes,im became fool :"(

i cant tell you all what im feeling, but i felt like i left far far away.

gue gatau apa yang terjadi nanti . gue merasa orang terbodoh sedunia. pelajaran ginian aja ga ngerti. otak gue jadi lambat, gatau tujuan bab yang gue pelajarin apa

tolong jangan tekan gue dengan kepintaran kalian semua :"(

actually im jealous with you all who have like unLIMITED brain :"(((

please,teach me so that i can be like you are :"( PLEASE

gue gatau apa karena gue dikelilingi sama orang yang pinter jadi gue merasa bego sendiri apa gue yang emang bener bener bodoh?memang gue yang bodoh :"(

god please help me :"(

(this picture from http://godinc.deviantart.com/art/cry-110306779)

im sure absolutely you dont like this

2009-10-10T08:56:00.000-07:00

aaah mood gue lagi rusak deh ni ya yang tadinya gue adem ayem niat banget dengan rapih nulis di blog mood gue jadi kacau!.

pertama, tadinya gue mau nunjukin ke lo ke kalian semua tepatnya gue mau nostalgia sama diary gue ada yang gue mau kasih tau in dan itu pingiin banget gue posting serius tapi pas gue cari tadi tuh diary nya GA ADA ! good damn.

kedua, itu loh huhuhu kenapa sih ko tuh anak berubah gitu yang tadinya gitu jadi gini kenapa baru sekarang cobaa huhuhu kenapa ga dari dulu aja gitu dia kaya gitu kenapa pas sekarang udah kaya gini dia berubahnya ko telat si huhu tumben banget ko bleh juga perasaan dulu engga huaaaa :( bette ah ( sorry gajelas )

ok, memperbaiki mood lagi. out of topics yang tadinya gue mau nostalgia-ing dirubah jadi nulis apapun yang ada di otak gue aja.

penyesalan tuh emang dateng terlambat.

dikala lo tau oh ternyata gini yaa dan apa bila hal itu buruk lo pasti akan menyesal (yaiyalaaah) padahal, in the past, lo sangat menginginkan mendambakan hal itu, dan setelah hal itu datang kepada lo, bisa lo raih, lo baru tau kenapa ko sangat sulit mendapatkan hal itu .. ternyata memang itu bukan yang terbaik.

tapi, walaupun lo berfikir itu bukan yang terbaik buat diri lo, lo salah . suatu saat pasti lo akan sangat menyadari kalo itu memang yang benar2 terbaik buat diri lo karena tuhan pasti selalu memberi yang terbaik buat diri kita :) gue yakin itu .oke gajelas ya? sorry.

oke yang tadi tentang penyesalan sekarang gue mau nulis apa aja yang ada di pikiran gue

untuk sekarang ini :

gue lebih suka ketenangan daripada keribut ributan

gue lebih suka ngeluapin semuanya dengan nangis daripada harus nunjukin semuanya

gue lebih suka dikamar daripada diluar kamar

gue lebih suka lagu akustik dengan petikan gitarnya daripada musik berisik yang teriak teriak

gue lebih suka spending time dengan keluarga gue dibandingkan dengan yang lainnya

gue lebih suka tersenyum daripada menangis

untuk sekarang ini gue lebih suka dengan diri gue sendiri sampe gue nemuin orang yang bener2 tepat

untuk sekarang ini gue berusaha berubah menjadi lebih baik

untuk sekarang ini gue mau berusaha dan gue berharap semua yang gue lakuin itu yang terbaik yang allah kasih sama gue

untuk sekarang ini gue lagi di masa transisi

sekarang gue ngerasain apa yang mereka rasain

sekarang gue mau ngubah semua nya dari 0 lagi ya allah tolong dinta ya :")

sekarang gue mau berubah

gue berharap ga ada lagi air mata2kesedihan gue mau semuanya berubah jadi kesenangan amin :)

allah swt sangat baik sama gue ngasih gue kehidupan yang sesempurna ini untuk gue tapi gue nya suka ngga bersyukur dengan apa yang gue dapet gue suka mengeluh padahal di luar sana sangat banyak yang merasakan jauuuh lebih lebih daripada gue , yang gue rasain cuman dikittt aja tapi gue suka ngga bersyukur :( maafin dinta ya allah

udah deh postingan gue, bye

new bangs

2009-10-10T02:19:00.000-07:00

hellllllloooooo ;) dintha come baccck dengan poni barunyaaa
gue baru aja nyampe rumah abis dari salon potong poni dan guesswhaaaaattt muka gue terlihat kotak dengan poni gue yang ini!. tapi better lah daripada yang kemaren terlalu panjang panjang ribet gitu ga jelas kalo di sekolah harus minjem jepitannya si silmi kalo ga si Ima hahhaha gara gara gua gapunya jepitan , jepitan gua ilang HAHA
yasudah gua potong saja gua ga betah sama poni gue yang kemariin tapi entah mengapa kok jadi kotak banget yaa muhuhuuhu inideh gue tunjukin muka kotak foto pake webcam jadi sori kalo tidak jelas hehhe

bentar,
ko di foto terlihat kaya poni tengah yaa padahal itu nyamping sebenernya hahhaa whos care lah.

ohiya dari jumat kemaren gue tidak sekolah lho hahhaha ngebolos iye lah kan gue anak G403L NGGA DEEEENG!

Jadi jumat kemaren di sekolah gue cuman ada farewell party murid2 dari australia jadinya gue males ga belajar , terus juga hari ini cuman design grafis aja jadi males deh hahhaha jarang2 nih gue bolos kan bukan anak bandel anak baik2 gue hahhaha

segitu aja deh,

out,
dinta (with nu bangs)

nca & dinta

2012

formspring.me

Ballads Of The Cliche - Old Friend

Selamat hari ibu, mama!

Glow - frau

Quelqu’un M’a Dit - carla bruni

:(

WE DARE YOU.

amazing

MOCCA - you've cheated on me

i won't

those photos tell you what i do in holiday

sekejap mata

worst

16th birthday!!

I tell you!

see my wayang!

Succesfull procrastinator.

❒ hundred papers of mathematics workbook

❒ study for the math test. because when holiday's end, there are 2 tests, PHYSIC & MATH. scary enough, huh?

❒ study for the physic test. fux. fux. fux. Y U never been nice for me, hey physicy? :'(

❒ MAKING WAYANG. OMG. I HAVE TO MAKE WAYANG. CAN U IMAGINE HOW HARD TO MAKE IT.. I have no creativity.. AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT wayang im going to make...

❒ study for the biology test.

❒ MAKE A DOCUMENTARY FILM. it means i have to...

❒ read a novel about it. because my film will be adapted from a novel & i have to read it because i have to know about the story deeply.

❒ MAKE THE SCRIPT OF IT. Yeah, you know how long it is..

❒ LOOK FOR THE PROPERTIES. u know.. film needs so many properties. uhm, btw can u tell me where i can find skinhead wig? please tell me if u know!

❒ SHOOTING.

❒ do three dozens of workbooks. workbook. workbook. workbook.

❒ & so thousands of plans i made and havent done until now. i havent done those plans. fux. fux. fux.

hello!

you should know about this. dont say i never warn you.

midnite posst!

its just my point of view.

its my version. how about yours?

i have been dreaming of.

umrah-1

HOLIDAY ;D

First time.

potong memotong

i don't even know why.

stupid

HELLO 15!

abnormal.

New Bangs bangs

more than 25 things i love

BORED.

nca & dinta: Bangkok thailand ;3

quickyupdate

ga bisa tidur.

if you are not the one

Bangkok thailand ;3

2009 2010 beep beep

2011 2009 WHAT A LUCKY DAAAYY ;DD

in a rush - blackstreetboy

tulisan dr diary gua hhaha

WORDS,no offense

brain

im sure absolutely you dont like this

new bangs